Previous usernames: ravensgirl52, FlareonQueen, Drift_Queen, California_Drifter, LarryStylinson

There's not much to say.

I like to read, write. I am currently enjoying watching Thai BL Drama's and writing fanfiction to go along with them.

I adore fire pokemon.

I am an average Brown hair, blue eyed girl. 27 years old.

Class of 2015-16

Favorite TV shows are: Pokemon, Criminal Minds, NCIS, Bones, Ghost Whisperer, and Law and Order: SVU, Avatar the Last Airbender (series), Zoey 101, (series), Power Rangers (All Seasons/Series).

Favorite Movies: Fast and Furious (series), Harry Potter (series), Disney's Descendant's.

Favorite Books: Percy Jackson and the Olympians (series) Heroes of Olympus (series), Harry Potter (series), Nancy Drew (mystery series), The Hardy Boys (mystery series).

My main hobby is writing. I write poetry, stories and Fanfiction. I love watching tv but find it hard to get into anything new that is out.

I have three nephews and three nieces. None of them are my favorites anymore. Little shites. All of them

My two favorite actors are Paul Walker and Cameron Boyce. May they both forever rest in peace and continue to hold that special place in the hearts of their fans.

Nintendo Switch Friend code SW-2082-1642-6146
Player Name: Melody

Trainer code: 6687 7989 8562
Player name: ponytachick

Hate spreads its wings
The one in pain feels its gain
The pure heart fills with darkness
One minute white
Next covered in black
Blood runs from cuts inflicted
By the harsh words of a lover
Bruises cover the skin
Caused by the pain of being thrown away
The girl feels her heart grow cold
It's warmth taken by the demon
That haunts her every move
Death should be a reprieve
But no
She wakes in the hospital
Alive
Why did they save her?
She didn't want saving
Hate spreads through her
Once more
She returns home
And as they sleep
A match is lit
They realize too late
Her heart has been filled with hate
Her heart of gold
Has gone cold
No escape for them
The ones who caused her pain
She watches from the outside
Laughter echoing in the night
As the light of the flames
Is reflected in her eyes
One more sound echoes
The sound of a bullet
She drops to the ground
A gun in her right hand
A bullet now lodged in her brain
She hears the sirens
And she smiles
As she fades away
They were too late
No one could save them
No one could save her
They lost her
The day her heart began to fill with hate
Coldness spread through her heart
An alarming amount of coldness
That no one could understand
She was full of life
But her mind was filled with strife
She had no more love
For no one cared
Her cries of pain heard from above
But to help her no one dared
Hate spreads its wings
And as it does
The one in pain feels its gain

I feel pain.
A pain they cannot see.
They cannot hear my screams.
They have blocked my voice.
No one cares to hear my hurt.
I am nothing to the ones who should understand.
They cannot see, I hurt the same as them.
Can they not see, I try to change my image.
I try to change to what they want to see.
My everlasting pain never leaves.
They do not see, that what they want I cannot be.
My pain they cannot see.
Because they do not care.
My screams are never heard.
My voice is blocked.
They cannot see my pain, but I can feel.
The cuts they cannot see get deeper.
I am bleeding faster.
My vision is getting darker.
I am about to meet my maker.
But they don't care.
Cause my pain they could not see.
Now they stand over my grave.
A care they wish they gave.
Now they feel my pain.
A part of them torn away.
The girl behind the mask they never saw.
Now it's too late to help her.
She cannot hear their cries beyond the grave.
A care they wish they gave.
For a pain they should have seen.

You had my heart
You made it bleed
You had me believe it was only me
I see the truth
I wonder why
You thought you had to lie
Was it something I did
Was it something I said
I feel like I'm losing my head
Now a game you play
Stuff I never say
Is hidden away
A bitch she says
"Honey I'm the best bitch you could ever have"
I treated you right
Never picked a fight
If you weren't happy
Why didn't you say?
Why play with my heart?
I wanted forever
But you wanted never
Hope she makes you happy.
You smile when you are with her.
Hope you still smile when you hear
My pillow is wet with my tears
I wonder what I did
But I can't wonder long.
My new lover treats me like a queen
He fixed the bleeding spot in my heart.
You know the ones left by you?
He has my bleeding heart
And as he holds it the bleeding stops.

**I wrote this poem last year after my fiance cheated on me and left me for the other woman**