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So I decided to make a diary because I have been sad lately and I need to get stuff off my chest.
If you've survived the into thx!
So I'll create my first post in a bit thx for reading!!

!ONLY I CAN POST IN THIS THREAD!

May 11th, Sunday

So today I got some very sad news... I'm still crying... I-i- don't know what to do...

My boyfriend is going to move 3 days away from me!!
And we only have 4 months until he moves!!
We already live three hours away and this is hard enough!
I don't know how I'm going to be able to handle it...

Meanwhile
My aunt's dog was supposed to sleep with me and I thought it would help with the sadness of my boyfriend moving. But (let's just call her Tutu) Tutu barked and whined at me! So I took her out then came back inside and layed down, but Tutu kept barking and whining! She wanted my parents....
So no emotional support animal for me right now..

I really need hugs..

May 13th

Your reading this again? Why? It's not like anything in my diary is interesting...
I'm just here to talk about my depressing life.
Anyways...

So today I went to a park it was fun I was there for about a hour when a bus of kids like swarmed the whole park.
They were allowed to go there for a reward. I'm not very social so I sat next to my dad hiding from the noise.
After a while I started playing with them.
I saw that they were in pairs it looked like they were friends. They get to see each other everyday. I don't cause I'm homeschooled. I want to be able to make friends that I get to see everyday cause I only get to see my bestie once or twice every other week.
I think I want to go to a public school.. but idk it's a hard choice. I want friends that I get to see everyday idk.....
Also if I ask if I can go to public school my parents might say no but they have been contemplating it.
But there are some terrible stuff that can happen at public schools idk..
I just feel lonely cause I barley get to see my friends ever so I think public school would be goodish for me...
Also I'd imagine there would be a theater that kids could act in a play in so I'd think that that would be good for me pursuing my dream.

How in the world are you reading this still? How? It's boring!!!

Sry for not posting yesterday I didn't feel like it.

Hey I just got more news!! My boyfriend is moving in six weeks instead of six months!!!
I'm now very depressed T-T

Anyways thx for reading!!

May 16th

So sorry I forgot to post....
So more news!!
My parents might be sending me and my little brother to public school next year!!

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I'll put in the date later..
More news
I'm not going to public school because I want to sleep in
And I feel embarrassed, sick, and sad.
Cause I opened up about myself only to get criticized....

Bad weather today it already passed
Got to watch the Minecraft movie

I need sleep....

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