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Posted: Sun, 19/01/2025 23:33 (5 Months ago)
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Posted: Mon, 20/01/2025 00:58 (5 Months ago)
"losing aura"
some of most embarrasing moments yet again (on here too) 😖
about "losing aura", and it shows small clips of
embarrasing moments that people go through?
well im pretty sure that ive been through those
situations before, and oh my gosh,
you might even get second hand embarrasment
one of my embarrasing moments on here (feed related)
was when i tried posting a comparison feed about my
two carrds, but the bbcode failed and i IMMEDIATELY
deleted the feed so fast
i told one of my besties
about it and we laughed it off
then i tried AGAIN and the bbcode STILL
wasn't on my side, but then i managed
to fix it after a repost,
soo problem solved 👍🏾
now, here's one where i was in church
the service had ended and i greeted
and said my goodbyes to some
of the church members
one of my church friend's daughter looked
at me (shes a baby and shes soo adorablee)
so i waved at her and said hi
but then she began to cry
and even ran away back to her
mom, and i felt so bad cause
i was like "oh no did i do smth??"
so my friend was like "ah don't worry about her!"
but i was soo embarrased cause i didn't
want people to think that i scared
her or anything 😭
anywayss, ill leave it at that LOLL
any more embarrasing moments and i
would have cringed while typing more ..
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Posted: Thu, 23/01/2025 04:06 (5 Months ago)
the pretty icy whale came to me! first shiny of the year!
this hunt LITERALLY took place last year HAHAhaha... no? okay.
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Posted: Sun, 26/01/2025 21:50 (5 Months ago)
🎉 BIRTHDAYY SPECIALL! 🥳
today is my 18th birthday and im feeling greatt! soo enjoy another mini mix!
(and tysm to those who sent me happy birthday plushies + wished me a happy birthday!)
birthdays! 🎊
every year when i celebrate my birthday, i always
get such an excited feeling and im just
always super energetic on my special day
although my birthday celebrations get less fun like i
remember them, im just grateful that my friends and people
that i have good terms with like to celebrate with me
and honestly i love that feeling
getting to celebrate LITERALLY the day of my birth with people i
know, love and care about and people that are happy to celebrate
and watch me grow really makes me happy when i think about it
on a deeper level!
i want to thank everyone who has wished me a happy birthday
because it really means a lot to me! i am officially an adult 😅
- mini birthday playlist -
stevie wonder - happy birthday
lizzo - birthday girl
eric lloyd - the birthday song
kool & and the gang - celebration
- cute birthday pixels -
🎉 again, thank you so much to everyone who wished me a happy birthday!
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Posted: Wed, 29/01/2025 12:26 (5 Months ago)
kind of a layout but i was bored and wanted to do smth cute
heres another cute pink layout/website thing
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Posted: Fri, 31/01/2025 04:09 (5 Months ago)
getting compliments
they make me so happy aghhh 🥹
love them so much
when i was younger, i practically fed off of compliments from people
around me, because i sort of saw it as in "this gets people to notice
me and what i do even more" in a way
looking back now, i don't really think that was a "good view"
to have on them, but now when i get them, i really do
appreciate them and i just take then as general compliments
some of my irl friends don't like being praised or getting compliments
because they don't like that much attention, but i just find compliments
sweet and they really stick with me!
my favorite and very common compliments on here though, is when
people tell me they love my profile themes and IT MAKES ME SMILEEE
because i do take time into the bbcoding and finding good images and pixels
to match and stuff!
but in all honesty i have to give it up to this
lovely person here for teaching
me the basics and steps on making
my profile cuter than i used to make it 🫶🏾
for some of my friends who know me well, they know that
i change my theme almost every day or a few days after
having a new one on ... i just like to explore a lot of cute
stuffs here and there!
anyways yeah, i just really love and appreciate compliments, since they
make me feel like people appreciate/are amazed at what i do, etc
and it brings me genuine joy!
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Posted: Mon, 03/02/2025 14:19 (5 Months ago)
occurs when i have no idea what to post at all LOL
im just gonna show you some silly pixels that make me giggle
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Posted: Wed, 12/02/2025 01:31 (4 Months ago)
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Posted: Sat, 15/02/2025 18:22 (4 Months ago)
i got the pretty pink shiny bird!! i loved this hunt
probably one of my most quickest hunts too cause of valentine's boost
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Posted: Mon, 02/06/2025 01:06 (1 Month ago)
being on multiple hiatuses
its been a while but i promise ... we are SO back 🔥
but i just wish i was able to have much more free time/small breaks when i get busy
ive been inactive here a lot due to my occupations with school (so many exams ...)
or personal things going on in my life
leaving on many occasions and then returning weeks or months later
has always felt super awkward since i never really knew
how to greet my friends after taking so many leaves
but it also gives me a sense of relief because sometimes i personally
feel like whenever i return, i can just continue where i
left off in a way, and its also refreshing to see
some of my fl still active and doing well
i have always felt a feeling of guilt whenever i left, especially leaving some
of my close friends because i didn't want to leave over and over and be
repetitive with all of the goodbyes
but i am so lucky to have those users as my friends
they all stuck with me through my departs and it always
felt as if i was welcomed back with open arms
so now when i leave and return i don't feel as bad as i used to feel,
knowing that there are people who care about me and have me in their thoughts,
people who genuinely miss me and are happy to see me!
and im sure the same could go for you as well .＞◡＜.
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Posted: Mon, 02/06/2025 21:17 (1 Month ago)
ranting about my views on
BFDI:TPOT (Battle For Dream Island - Season 5: The Power Of Two)
talked this over with my great pal about this idea of mine! hope u enjoy this long ramble
WAIIIIITTT !!
if you're reading this and you have NO idea what an object show is, one of my
past yap sessions (#7) can give you an idea of what i'm talking about! you can go back
and check it out before reading this if you do not want to be spoiled!
anyways, to the analysis!
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looking back at tpot 15 (the seasonal shift episode),
it really made me think a lot about it
the episode itself was probably hands down one of the best tpot episodes in my
opinion, seeing all of the contestants travel back in time (past episodes/seasons)
to fix things how they were due to the rejected contestants in the hotel (and because of one)
was really eye catching to me, and most people in the osc (object show community)
were really hype about that!
but you know what i'm MORE hyped about?
gaty and two. i have SOO MUCH to say about how this really impacted their connection
with each other, which is what i'll dive deep into, after i give previous info that leads into it
gaty and two came off as super close friends in the first few episodes of
the season, and i loved their friendship
>> two and gaty inside the hotel's kitchen after gaty's elimination from the contest ( tpot 14 ) <<
when one made her first appearence, i thought she would eventually become a co-host for tpot alongside
two, but it turned out that she would become the main villan of the season, luring contestants to make deals with
them for her own benefit + seeking to steal two's powers from them.
>> one watching/spying on the eliminated contestants she
made deals with (bomby, needle, barf bag, etc)
and 6 escaping the equation playground ( tpot 17 ) <<
after gaty's elimination, she was seen washing the dishes in the hotel's kitchen, since
two was upset about her leaving and had had her instead as a worker
with x, four, and clock, but one literally has eyes everywhere
and had planned something for gaty, probably prepping for the chance to
get gaty to herself to make her sign one of her deal papers like the
previous contestants.
in the seasonal shift episode, while the contestants who are still in the game work to prevent
the end of the world due to the failed debuters (contestants who didn't make it into the game + now staying in
the hotel since two placed them in there) who were able to get the yoylite since one used her powers
to let them obtain it, which also allowed them to time travel into past episodes from
previous bfdi seasons.
this description from the BFDI wiki can help me explain it better!
as this happens, one is with gaty in her small hideout, trying to convince gaty that she is just an
old friend of two + wants to get gaty to make a deal with her in order to prevent the world from ending
and to save her friends who are trapped in a completely different place after their elimination from the game
gaty sees through one's lies and tells one that two has never once mentioned her when gaty hung out with them.
one is dissapointed but then shows her a checklist of all the people she successfully made deals with.
gaty is shocked to see some of her teammates checked off on the list, but still refuses to give into one's lies, but ...
>> one showing gaty where the others who signed her contracts are through her tv ( tpot 15 ) <<
... one is eventually able to get gaty to crack under the pressure after showing her the
momentary failure of the contestants that nearly caused them all to end
the world for good this time through her tv again, mainly due to pencil's
meltdown about how she wanted to change the past so she could have a better relationship
with her alliance than she does now + for all of her troubles to change for the better
(which i might explain in another analysis!)
eventually gaty signs one's contract, which satisfies one. gaty asks one if she is sure that she'll
return everything back to the way it once was, which she gets no answer out of her, as one
snaps her foot (shes armless) and reverts all the damage back to normality ... kind of.
black hole (one of the contestants) still notices a crack in the sky from the start of the disaster, so he uses his
gravitational pull to close it up/make it smaller to lessen the damage.
fanny and ice cube (contestants + former deal makers with one) are relieved until fanny sees one give her an
evil smirk, clearly letting her know that she wasn't done with her plans.
two is obviously worried about the aftermath of the whole situation, and they run back inside the hotel to see
if gaty would be still inside like usual, and what do you know ...
>> two in shock that gaty is now gone after the aftermath of the shift ( tpot 15 ) <<
MY GIRL GATY IS GONE :sob:
this affects two VERY much, since they were almost always with gaty and has had the closest
relationship with her as not only the host of the show, but as her friend.
throughout tpot 16 and 17, two is shown to be bedridden, clearly depressed that their best friend
is gone. this causes them to not host for both of those episodes, making bottle (contestant), four and x host
in their place instead.
>> two laying in bed emotional about gaty being gone ( tpot 16 ) <<
tennis ball (contestant) has even claimed that two hasn't left their bed since NEW YEARS after the
incident. it really shows how much two cares for gaty a lot, and now that she's gone, they are literally
depressed about it, bedrotting for two whole episodes :heartbroken:
>> two still in bed and unmoved looking worse than before ( tpot 17 ) <<
my thoughts + guesses for future tpot episodes
i personally think that two will eventually get back into hosting at some point,
but for now they have lost their motivation to do anything at all - because one has either
> erased gaty from the time line (i have seen some people in the comments of the episode mention
this somewhere and i kind of thought it happened)
or
> has placed her somewhere else, but not where the other eliminated deal makers were when
one took them away
i also believe that two will eventually get revenge at one point, it could be possible for
them to realize that one has been messing around for quite some time and will try their best
to stop/deal with her, but it feels a bit early for something like that to happen!
tpot 18 has yet to come out, so we'll see what happens then!
HOLY SMOKES this was long ... if you made it this far i give you this star pixel as a token
woo !
this was super fun to make, i might more of these soon in the future ...
the end teehee
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Posted: Tue, 03/06/2025 15:48 (1 Month ago)
sharing funny memes that make me giggle
my humor is so random lowkey + might not be all that silly to some
(also might post another osc analysis soon ...)
this is such a random imagination to have, it made me laugh 😭
LMAOOO i was highkey this kid when i was younger
whenever i hear a funny joke i tend to replay it in my head 😂
every winter i always wear the same puffy clothes to keep me warm 💔
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Posted: Fri, 06/06/2025 02:22 (1 Month ago)
when some people CAN'T take a hint
you'll make it so obvious too, but still... 🤦🏾♀️
they do something to make a person uncomfortable, annoyed, etc, and
it really just gets to a point where you need to just ... quit it
ive had many moments where some of my friends ( off-site ) would make
jokes or comments that would just make everyone go dead silent
in our group, just looking around and laughing awkwardly afterwards,
but then they'll just do it again for some unknown reason ??
sometimes you can bring up your feelings about how something can just
rub you the wrong way yet some people will just push that away and continue to
do it because they think it's cool which is just ... not cool ??
it especially gets tiring where you clearly explain and show said person that you
aren't feeling it at all, and yet it's all just one ear and out the other with them
now of course it's nice when they understand that some things to them may
not rock well with others, and it's great whenever you get to come to a
good resolve in the end
but ill never understand when some people just don't know when to ... quit?
to think before they speak? cut it out when it clearly gets too far?
especially when they want some sort of conformation for their doings and
nobody backs them up
you can be so awkward in front of somebody and try to tell them about
how you don't want to joke around/do a certain thing but they'll just be so dismissive
about it, and it gets tiring and at that point ill just be done :frown:
even if some people are afraid to speak up about it, their facial expressions should say
a lot as well, but yet some people just choose to ignore it and continue like nothing
is wrong at all
😓
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Posted: Wed, 11/06/2025 23:20 (25 Days ago)
playing uno with friends is a literal war
probably the only card game out there that gets us heated LMAO
one of the games that will literally have us at each other's throats
there will never be one single uno game where we all just play
regularly in peace 😭 one of my friends will actually scream when
getting hit with a +4, and it especially hurts when you have
one more card left/"uno"
now of course ive experienced this gut wrenching feeling before,
and i showed no mercy afterwards, putting down 7's to swap
decks with someone who had the least amount of cards,
hitting them with +2's or +4's, and changing the color when
i knew they didn't have it ... i was a bit petty
uno to my friend group is literally so competitive and funny,
ill always laugh when one of them start to rage or just accept
their fate
here's an example of our average
conversation during one around:
"why did you change the color to red??? i just told
you she has red, that's why we kept it blue!!"
"just because you made us switch decks,
im hitting you with a +4."
"OF COURSE im putting down a 7 to switch with you!!
you LITERALLY have 2 cards left, hello??"
"i know you have a reverse in there, you better not use it..."
and my personal favorite when i was about to win (and did):
"jackie has ONE more card left, and you wasted a +4 on ME??
what are your gaming skills?!"
they'll never fail to make the game so much more entertaining
than it already is, my stomach would hurt from laughing so much
but take this as a warning sign...
never play uno with your friends unless you're ready to go to the battlefield 🫡
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Posted: Tue, 24/06/2025 16:51 (12 Days ago)
+
" momo's yap session #16 " soon
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