my crops are watered, my skin is clear, my plants are flourished, i
have 20/20 vision and my depression is gone aLL THANKS TO J O K E R
FORGET ABT BUYING SPLATOON 2 IM BUYING SSB + JOKER DLC
((personal, not school related)) art projects and the likes, rip
formatting for the 11037th time: >animate!! >diego;
watercolor >draw buildings/sceneries >draw a comic -
please dont do that. >complete oc bio >abba plush
>complete your ""watch me wip""s in sketchbook >[[not related
to self art project]] ""gentle"" reminder to the person you dislike
abt smth >caejose nAISU NAISU VERI NAISU CAESAR-CHAN - a
redraw, coming in either soon or never
[[Piano stuff]]
>finish traitor's requiem piece. 95% to go!
>beneath the rain
>twinleaf town
>the entertainer
>il vento d'oro
>feel good inc
>the now now riffs, only tranz and hollywood is done
>les mis stuff
[the notes to self post; also known as im dumb and have a memory of
a goldfish]
-ask any art stream students/miss nazirah for mr hafiz's numver
-printout english materials
-im gonna fix that spaghetti english grouping. one more
complaint and i will eat the whole class' kneecaps.
-you gotta watch tomorrow's jjba episode with mom;;;;;;THERES
DOPPIO FINALLY
-fanfic update;;;;;
-revisit pf?? i mean i dunno. only go there to talk to axicia and
kagemara but,,, p sure the latter forgot abt me but the former? idk
man. not ever since that incident ive talked to her. that was
embarassing of him.
-economy + history notes
-SOUK EYE PIANO RIFF AAAAA
hello. you might know me as that
person but, im not gonna waste my time or yours explaining on who i
am and whatnot. my mind's going places as of late and, i dont think
i have much time left. i certainly feel peachy, even though i know,
deep down, im not. im most certain that everyone's super sick and
tired of me, cuz, i too, am done with myself. honestly, i know deep
down i should get some help, talk it out with someone yknow? but, i
dont think, people would want to ever hear it. just like myself, im
pretty sure they dont expect anyone to bother them so, im probably
not gonna say anything. plus, i would just occupy their thoughts
with me so, why should i when they could occupy their thoughts and
brains on much more important stuff? man im tired. i should shut
up. dont think anyone would ever want to read a dumb sixteen year
old's ill-minded thoughts. plus, this could be labelled as
attention-seeking, isnt it? man, i need to lay out my thoughts on
somewhere no one nosy enough would read.
self-indulgent stuff, after exams. (that is if my motivation is
back too lol)
-metallic marker pens (silver/gold)
-watercolor papers
-acrylic paint papers (those are a thing????)
-masking glue (though, idk if my local bookstore sells them)
-new sketchbook cuz i keep on forgetting that im a few pages left
till im done
exams finished and my wallets gonna cry tears of blood;
-metallic pens (silver/gold)
-new earphones
-new sketchbook, preferably short, A5 sized monologue. you know
what happens to the cover when you buy the A4 sized
-Make plans with friendos
-JJJ and weeb haul pt. 3 (or 4 i forgot)
im gonna go back to perlis on the 3rd day of eid and honestly i
know im not gonna enjoy it :^)
also, today, i found out that my grandma is actually the definition
of chaos! yay! not like i already know but,
also i had a full on convo with exzelletto at 5 am that was
rad.
anime stuff to rewatch since i feel like it:
-letter bee/reverse
-law of ueki
-yu yu hakusho
-beelzebub
-persona 5 the animation (for shites and giggles)
-pop team epic
-the entirety of naruto (or read the malay translated manga you
used to keep since its up to par with duwang is unbreakable)
-(not an anime but) i am a hero
-devil survivor 2
-houseki no kuni
-fairy tail
note to self;
-his finals end on saturday? i think? i dont quite recall
-smash bros + joker dlc
-march 20, 2020, animal crossing
-write official letter (again) to drop add maths (or nah? still
stuck in the middle)
-jojolion
-mha manga
got my blood drawn twice on both arms today, once for thallasaemia
check and another one bc i got suspected of tuberculosis, fun.
now i gotta spit phlegm into the specimen container and drop it off
for three days, my god.
on an uplifting note, i got shortlisted in a competiton so, yay, i
guess
been thinking whether my art is "qualified" or not, hm.
i mean understandable, someone's digital art made on mspaint for 5
minutes is better than my traditional that i spent hours upon hours
making it.
im not pointing fingers at anyone, but thats just what i noticed,
and thats just how it is.
with my current thoughts, im not sure if i can do it for the art
competition on the 20th, especially since a certain someone is also
joining and their art gets recognition and im always compared to
her :^)
note to self;
-nilam thing by the end of october iirc??
-kimetsu no yaiba pt 2
-reread letter bee for the 4th time
-fe3h by the end of this month? cant remember honestly
-my hero academia
-owari no seraph
notes to self;
-art!!!!!requests!!!!stop using no motivation as an excuse people
are waiting!!!
-foolscrap paper and geometry set
- broad tip - carmine out of ink
- fine tip - pale pink out of ink
letter bee /
nichijou /
starving anonymous /
my hero academia (not up to date)
jojolion (up to date)
wake up deadman (not up to date)
kimetsu no yaiba
dororo
mikagura school suite (not up to date)
i am a hero (started from movie, continue for manga)
devil survivor (not up to date)
youjo senki (not up to date)
Can you just die my darling (up to date)
notes to self;
-japanese proposal thing,,, what the heck happened see sensei i
guess
-eruna + bimii sensei lineart i guess
-tree watercoloring thing,,,, ask mazaya abt it
-batik
- OH yea, unrecognized bottle in the myvi car