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Posted: Sat, 02/09/2017 04:39 (7 Years ago)

tired of all the promises





I bet there are people out there who can look at your favourite pokemon and find out which deep rooted issues you have. is it concerning I don't like feral four legged pokemon or nah

I'll start working soon and I've got to see how I can manage rl and this game. If I feel that I can't go on w/ both things at the same time I change my name here back and leave.
I'm not leaving behind riches (((if you don't count some friends oooo))) or anything valuable nor spent I real money on here. It would be like I never happened, which is good.

I can't say for sure how I'll decide, I'm not making promises. So don't celebrate too early yo



got a feeling that I'm going under
especially when feeling weak and/or being intoxicated I think back to your vicious intelligence and the way you used to talk and carry yourself; I felt intimidated by your maturity.
I still do, even while reminiscing. I had some of the best/worst experiences while being w/ you.
But I don't regret anything.
I'm happy I was able to meet you when I did, even if I took some really bad habits from you. Now we're apart and it's for the better, maybe 9 years really are too much.

I can't help myself but thinking about you when I feel bad.

it hurts when I see you struggle

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Posted: Mon, 28/08/2017 13:02 (7 Years ago)

♡♡♡



Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
You shouldn't have fallen in love with



no matter what the outcome is I'll go back to school, and maybe even w/ company. I've got mixed feelings about him joining as well... From all the people from the past he just seems to stick.
A lot of hurting happened and I'm unsure if I'm able to forgive.



also fallout 3
hello oblivion w/ guns and w/o trees

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Posted: Sun, 27/08/2017 13:14 (7 Years ago)
Nessy and Tsuko, Let’s Do Some Art!
Username: bara
Topic #: 1


Topic #: 3

Password: SCP-682

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Posted: Tue, 22/08/2017 19:43 (7 Years ago)

more stuff to do


  (\/)
/|\(`∀´)/|\
⌒⌒ΨΨ⌒⌒

₍˄·͈༝·͈˄₎ list of pokemon I need to raise til 1k
₍˄·͈༝·͈˄₎ sun stones & gracideas
₍˄·͈༝·͈˄₎ pick up lf nuggets again (premium ends on 3rd of nov, sale in october?)
₍˄·͈༝·͈˄₎ own hoard; done~
bug gems (20k) (halfway)
fighting gems (20k) (halfway)

claw fossils (80) (done)
hard rocks (100) (almost there, but no egg converted yet)
dream points (15k) (how do u expect to gather zhem if you keep spending them ////)
bat plushies (700) (henlo next plushie event) yaya
₍˄·͈༝·͈˄₎ do all hunts that require storage space (for landorus later)
₍˄·͈༝·͈˄₎ sort BATS box (soothe bells !)
₍˄·͈༝·͈˄₎ (pixel) lei for abt me I like (another one prob coming yee)

done



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Posted: Tue, 22/08/2017 03:16 (8 Years ago)
clamer

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choose a pokechild

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Posted: Sun, 20/08/2017 18:00 (8 Years ago)

propositum



[queue suspenseful trailer music]

For eons now I have been looking into structuring and crafting a decent "about me" that can last a lifetime.
My attempts haven't been successful so far.
I almost perfected the art of putting random images in there.
The [left], [center] and [right] codes have also joined this journey, but it's still not enough to make the "about me" last.

But now, now that I have far too much time to think on my hands,
I've decided to list everything here you could possibly put into an "about me", content-wise.
I have great hope that this will, one fortunate day, lead to a thing I don't have to change anymore.



(basic stuff)
- real/online name
- year of birth/day of birth/age
- zodiac
- gender
- sexuality
- main disposition
- current occupation
- pronouns
- country of origin
- welcoming

(further info)
- vague/general description of ys
- favourite things
: animal
: pokemon stuff
: general things (music, objects, food, ...)
- fandoms
- these fan-stamps
- some date that might be meaningful
- hobbies
- family
- iq value
- those 4-letter personality tests
- ""meaningful"" lyrics
- current mood
- motto

(links)
- link to friends
- link to plushies
- current favourite song link
- link to diary
- link to hunting sheet
- other active site links
- server time
- stuff I'm buying rn

(ph-related)
- collection status (nuggets, pd, summons, ...)
- 'train' widgets
- username chain
- pal pad status
- short term goals
- friendlist status
- rules of conduct/conversation/sales (personal rules)


[right][img]http://file.toyhou.se/images/3519535_jPSOSOrZNeMssQn.png[/img][/right]

[center]Lei | student (soc/phi) | PH +2

I'm a loner who likes crushing on people.
I take delight in music, memes and video games.

[url=http://pokeheroes.com/forum_thread.php?id=46551]leitmotif[/url] | [url=https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1mVLKUEFPWae6AeATP7RUBAcAMZikmRvDtuXc6u742qE/edit?usp=sharing]shiny hunts[/url][/center]


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Posted: Fri, 18/08/2017 14:11 (8 Years ago)
Hey deviled! May I Please Have Some Art?

Username: bara
What Are You Ordering: pixel pagedoll
Refernce: owo
Payment: 100 nuggets
Size(optional): 100x100 - 150x150
Other: gah your pixels are adorable
Password: simba (lion king I)


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Posted: Tue, 15/08/2017 06:26 (8 Years ago)
claim hahh

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heeere


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Posted: Mon, 14/08/2017 06:23 (8 Years ago)
300 nuggets on Glacemeow (ฅ•ω•ฅ)♡

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Posted: Sun, 13/08/2017 11:53 (8 Years ago)

short term goals



~~so heyy basically for this summer/break (til mid september)~~
~this should keep my sourness occupied~

☉ (20/20) 20 shaymin Plushies
☉ fill the safari thing w/ 20 landorus eggs (so I can start collecting more)
☉ get the 20th egg storage extension (1,5 mil PD)
☉ reach trainerlevel 110

done, finally




When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
and the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last, you're in ruins






if phelous was food he'd be plum pastry


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Posted: Sat, 05/08/2017 10:28 (8 Years ago)

vanitas



Maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you

And it's not a cry, that you hear at night
It's not somebody, who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah



if robin dies I imagine him going out of this world singing (similar to renji, but he had bohemian rhapsody). He's established being an okay-ish singer, and he definitely prefers older songs above newer ones. His voice range might be a little limited but other than that, if I had to chose a song for him, it would be Halleluja.

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Posted: Fri, 04/08/2017 11:07 (8 Years ago)
Username: bara
Items I want to send: 2x Old Amber Fossil
Ammount of Tickets: 50x (?)
Other: thread lookin' fancy ;3

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Posted: Thu, 03/08/2017 06:06 (8 Years ago)

peer pressure



answering this meme I don't dare posting about it
It is very, very stolen


QuoteEven before writing anything down and just thinking about the answers I already know I might get into some hot water w/ these ha h a h

don't take these seriously, I'm just having fun + being as honest as possible. I can't and won't answer everything, my dearest apologies, dedicated diary readers

TIME OF WRITING : 3RD OF AUGUST '17



1. No
2. fiery aries ♈
3. being eaten alive by zombies, burning to death, the world running out of drinkable water
4. good jokes I can laugh about whole heartedly, everything w/ cinnamon or mint, the gift of music
5. don't have one
6. Incubus - Absolution Calling
7. (SFW) puns about videogames I like, suits, citing poetry, rugged facial features
8. (SFW) being completly superficial only, being unreasonably greedy, annyoing voices, not wanting to educate yourself
9. colourful my little pony (gen 1) pastel ones (I am not kidding)
10. none, thought about getting snakebites but probably not
11. I was looking for something like a pokewalker for my phone and found the herowalker; from there I was directed to this browsergame. Seemed like fun so I stayed.
12. a little bit shaken up, got a drink to relax /sips/
13. a whole lot of japanese candy
14. I'm single
15. (URL like in username, right) I'll just take this from wikipedia:
"Bara (薔薇, "rose") [...] is a Japanese technical term for a genre of art and fictional media that focuses on male same-sex love usually created by gay men for a gay audience."
hope that's not to graphic hahah
16. The Silence of the Lambs, The Road to El Dorado and Donnie Darko
17. (I should make a Top 20 - playlist on my phone, I get that question often) Incubus - Absolution Calling, The Used - The Back of your Mouth, Periphery - Ow My Feelings!
18. Periphery, Incubus, Billy Talent
19. death of loved ones, being mocked, screaming/yelling
20. memes, light rain, cat gifs
21. a sharp intellect
22. can't think of anybody
23. can't think of anybody either
24. could be better than it is
25. christmas ! The smells, the spirit, the cinnamon whisky - It's great.
26. if closest like in "who-knows-most-about-me", then probably Luces
27. Luces there are a lot I'd date at least once /zing/
28. I envy everybody who has worked hard to become a great artist
29. others insisting that they're right despite being wrong, unjustified insults below the waistline, people not being able to argue calmly
30. cats, spiders, bats
31. I have three snails; Michelle, Don and Raffael
32. I tell people I'm confident but I'm not.
33. I worry about an atomic blast wiping out everything and ending all life on planet earth
34. basically everytime I raised my hand in school and got an answer wrong
35. going to university in october, not working rn
36. bara
37. scratching of every scab I can reach, checking the time on my phone over and over again, sitting legged
38. learning to play the guitar, having a stable occupation, finishing all video games I own
39. having so much money that I don't know what to buy anymore
40. gamestop, garage sales, idea creative market
41. hawaii pizza, tropical fruit, pasta
42. being on an awkward meet-up w/ peers
43. shifting the blame, re-capping books/movies, making off-key jokes
44. being obliterated at ssbb (I'm a god at that game, try me)
45. (I've got too many) Mads Mikkelsen, Mark Holcomb, Murdoc Niccals, Shawn Mendes, Phelan Porteous
46. I'll have you know that my photograph can be used to catch salmons in sibiria [x]
47. I don't really read blogs, but if I did they'd be related to cute stuff, hentai and/or memes
48. 1 (Imma spoil the hell out of it)
49. yes, occasionally/yes, more than I should
50. (shoot me a PM/palpad if you have any, maybe I'll answer it)


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Posted: Sun, 30/07/2017 04:44 (8 Years ago)

mementos of the past



So burn it down
Discover the dusk of your day 
Has reached its dawn
So burn it down
Remember to find a new way to carry on



I went through every post of this diary; I cringed less than I had expected. achievement unlocked

I saw some spelling mistakes/grammatical errors but decided to leave them in (for authenticities sake)

One eye crying, one eye smiling I look back at the things I decided to share w/ the everybody who stumbled upon this Leitmotif;
The posts might have made people shake their heads or look stuff up. Maybe some users are trying to avoid me at all cost now, the posts seemed completly random or just went unnoticed.
I like all of that.

Some of the posts threw me back a little and some catapulted me forward, it was a real ride. calm down Lei it's barely five pages
There are visible spikes of me feeling high and me feeling low, so there's that.

Do I want to toss some of the posts into the void?
Heck yes.
But I won't.
It's alright to have dumpy moments, I like my stupid lyrics. After all, my taste in music didn't change for almost 10 years now. I found some of the same lyrics on old diaries (r e a l p a p e r o n e s) of mine.

It's all about sharing, even if it' s only w/ your future self. Remembering the good and bad times you had. I will do more timecapsules b/c I think they're really entertaining.
Reading through some other diaries (>:3) I still don't know how make use of one properly, though.

Should I willingly leave PH I'll print this thread out, ahah.



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Posted: Thu, 27/07/2017 13:49 (8 Years ago)

Username: bara
How many tickets: 500 Poison Gems (250 Tickets)
The prize you are picking: #2
Other: happy collecting !


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Posted: Wed, 26/07/2017 16:29 (8 Years ago)

[far away screaming]



ooooohhhhhh loooooooovveee

yooouuurrreee soooo cruuuuuuueel and yeeet sooooo sweeeeeeeeeeeeet~~~

///crushing intensifies////

someone save me from this game





*continues to spill feelings all over the keyboard, mouse and screen

*fangirls

*isn't ready for any other routes

*stares into roberts dead eyes forever




and that's why I don't play dating sims/otomes

this will take weeks to wear off

edit : it wore off p quickly (~2 days), I'm surprised by myself. Maybe I'm finally growing up woooo

"Never was much of a romantic, I could never take the intimacy. I know I did damage, 'cause the look in your eyes is killing me."



uh in more important news
I'm trying to get a screencap of the lowest 'currently online' - count


hall of fame atm



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Posted: Tue, 25/07/2017 14:54 (8 Years ago)
Username: bara
Your Trainerlevel: 109
Do you know how to play bingo?: ya
Region you want to play with: Johto
Anything else?: //

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Posted: Sun, 23/07/2017 13:32 (8 Years ago)
Give me your art
Username: bara
Character reference: Lei
Any specific pose/expression?: nah
Payment: 100k PD
Anything else? //


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Posted: Sat, 15/07/2017 10:00 (8 Years ago)

poisoned



I'm hella sick
now there's only the internet, my phone and books to keep me entert a i n e d
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that's my pet snail Raffael.
I found him on my porch during a rainstorm
The bigger one below him is Don.


Instagram memes have made me ill like that I'm almost certain

sad thing is that when I laugh I cry b/c it hurts so much

That and the music from Roll my Katamari!
It's extremly catchy ok

so much time to do things but so little energy

I hope the hard rock collecting & safari beast hunting won't take too long, I'm kinda looking forward to that hunt

I tried doing lei in the 'black undertale' style

it's allllright, 6/10 ig

out of sight, out of mind
out of sight, out of mind
we're out of time
we're out of mind
out of mind
It doesn't make me feel any better

don't make important decisions when you're feeling depressed
-past lei


tag urself



PHELOUS OH PHELOUS


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Posted: Sun, 09/07/2017 19:09 (8 Years ago)
@Floh ; sounds plausible.
Thanks for your input, it gave me more insight on this :q
I hope the other user bidding the actual highest bid didn't lose any PD and had it swallowed by the void

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