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Posted: Sat, 23/02/2019 19:28 (6 Years ago) |
  
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Posted: Sat, 23/02/2019 19:27 (6 Years ago) |
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Shadow Pokemon became available on July 1st, to celebrate PH's 6th anniversary Shadows Currently in my Possession: Kanto                                                                                                                                    Johto
                   
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Posted: Mon, 21/01/2019 22:39 (6 Years ago) |
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My sister is having a baby soon and I’m kind of really not looking forward to going to visit her for the next few years. I am… not a fan of children, to be frank. And the pressure of having a niece and a nephew is really giving me some kind of anxiety, I’ve told her so many times for so many years, facts that my family is WELL aware of, that I am not comfortable with kids so, yeah I’ll love my niece, but I’m NOT going to comfortable around her, and my sister just scoffs and says, “well, it’s MY baby so you’ll love her” with finality, like I’m just going to magically be super comfortable and want to hold her and do all the stereotypical baby- things? I don’t even, I can’t even come up with sentences to describe what I would do with a baby because I’ve never done the baby thing and I don’t want to do the baby thing, and who’s kid it is isn’t going to magically change how I feel and it’s really grinding on me that she keeps saying that. And I know, I know, my sister is going to be incredibly hurt if I don’t do the whole, lovey-dovey, my niece is the absolute cutest, oh man she looks just like you! thing. And hurting her is the last thing I want to do, especially since she and my brother-in-law are incredibly excited and happy about finally having a kid after 2 years of trying for one. But I can’t change how I feel;;; Let me tell you how it’s going to go down- the first meeting will be about a month after she’s born, everyone is going down for a bit to see the babies (babies plural because my brother and his wife are also having a baby boy within a week or two from my sister, but we don’t talk much to him so idk if I’ll even see them, so they’re not part of this scenario) and I’m going to be bombarded with “do you want to hold her???” And let me tell you, I am going to beg and plead and run from the room every time that baby is out and they’re coming towards me like it’s everyone’s dream to hold a baby and no one can fathom that I DO NOT WANT TO and I’ll refuse and they’ll all scoff at me and say just hold her, what’s wrong with you, and I’ll be guilt tripped by literally everyone in my family so I’ll sit on the couch, rigid as a stone and pretty much on the verge of hyperventilating and they’ll place that baby in my arms and someone will take pictures and coo and demand that I smile for the camera!! Oh~~ you’re so cute, look!! And I’ll grin and bare it and by now my legs are asleep because I’m so tense that blood can’t flow properly and then someone will finally take the baby away and I’ll immediately leave the house for a walk or something because those 2 minutes of holding a child has completely drained all of my mental energy for the day. And, hopefully, that will be the only time I hold the kid for the week. Can’t say for certain, but I really, really hope so. But, anyways, yeah… going to visit my sister and her new baby in a about 2 months. Wish me luck. [Read more] |