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Posted: Sun, 20/06/2021 17:01 (4 Years ago)
But I haven't shown what that would actually look like yet? Thanks though ♥

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Posted: Sun, 20/06/2021 14:35 (4 Years ago)
When would it be considered to much? How much blood, gore and mental terror tension can I include before it hits the line?

I like to write dark scenes. Like really dreadful situations that leave the characters (and sometimes the reader too) an emotional mess. It can be either physically or mentally demanding for the characters (often both), so I really need to know where to draw the line for the parts I'd like to share.


For those who didn't notice it yet: I have no social skills whatsoever.
I... don't know how to interact with people very well or what to say at all.

As for that collaboration idea, how would that work? All I ever did was write by myself (or roleplay with a friend). I'm also not good at poetry.

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Posted: Mon, 14/06/2021 19:08 (4 Years ago)
Welcome, Koiboi!


Thanks Wildfyre! I'll try and see if I'm in the mood to work on it a little, although I can't promise it.

As for this times challenge: are (inner) monologues allowed? Or no speaking in general?
Asking because that one sounds interesting and I'd like to give it a try.^^



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Posted: Mon, 14/06/2021 18:04 (4 Years ago)
A little silent here, isn't it?
Well, time to jump into the cold water then!

Here's something I wrote a long time ago. Probably have to rewrite it one day as this does not really fit my current way of writing anymore. The original idea is about 10 years old, but far from forgotten - although I've never actually worked on it past the overall outline of the story. All I'm missing would be fleshing out the side plots and a couple smaller things, and obviously writing everything down. xD
Who knows, maybe one day I'll actually sit down and complete some of my stories? (I have a whole bunch that are pretty much done except that I haven't actually written them down yet.)

Feedback/Questions are welcome

(It's more of a summary)
I've also removed the actual flashback of what exactly happened that night because I don't want to break any rules and it would get a bit 'extrem' otherwise. Let me know if I should remove/rewrite anything else or if sharing this much is acceptable. Thanks!
Warning: Contains the mentioning of violence, memory loss, and not willing to give up on love and happiness
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*"Promise me to always stay by my side." Up to this very day his words still echo inside her mind, alongside countless questions. Did he knew they would come? Did he knew she wouldn't see him again...?
More than a year has went by since this terrible night where the humans broke into their home, willing to kill them no matter the cost. He sacrificed himself so that she could flee. Not once had she heard him scream. He didn't, so that she wouldn't dare to look back and try to save him...
A sigh left her lips. 'He won't come today either, will he?' she asked herself. Day after day it was the same. She would wait at the little lake, hidden deep inside a large forest. Their special place. A peaceful place where no humans are around, where they met for the first time and where their love began to bloom. Their love... Once more she remembered that one night that changed everything, that took her lover away, but gave her in return something precious. Her son. It was just a few hours before that she had realized she was blessed with a child, his child. Overjoyed should have been the most beautiful night of their lives! ...Not this.
Her son would never be able to meet his father, never play with him... 'Stop it! You can't think like that.' she wasn't such a woman who would give up hope so easily. She knew better! He wasn't dead, he couldn't be. The bond they shares still existed, only death could cut it.
Biting her teeth a new fire lit inside her. If he wasn't able to show up until now then she wouldn't wait a single day longer! This time it was her turn to search for him. No matter how long it would take or what obstacles she had to face, she wouldn't give up until she meet her goal.*

And so her journey began, together with her newborn child. Day after day and night after night went by. Within just a single year the world she once knew had changed so much that she wanted to give up countless times. But every time she remembered why she did this, why it was such an important task... It took her months to find the right clues, but then, finally... Upon entering a small, remote village it was as if lightning had struck her. Her eyes bursting with tears. There he was... working in the fields as if nothing ever happened. Before she could call out to him it was as if someone had hit her in the face. An unfamiliar woman approached him, dared to hug and even kiss him! What... Just what in the world was going on?!
Unable to react without causing a massive chaos she retreated. She had to cool down, fast! But this was so much harder than waiting for months for her lover... How could he forget her and move on? Was he out of his mind?! ...Yes, maybe he was!

While keeping her distance she asked the villagers about him and the answers shocked her. Memory loss? Showed up half beaten to death over a year ago? Fell in love with that other woman and married her... This was worse than everything she could have imagined!!
She was so close, yet so far away from her happiness. From the family she always dreamed about. But she wasn't some little human who would give up here, oh no, she would fight! Even if that meant to make him fall in love with her all over again.


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Posted: Sat, 12/06/2021 17:01 (4 Years ago)
[June 12th 2021]

Something a little more ambitious


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Posted: Mon, 07/06/2021 15:17 (4 Years ago)
[June 7th 2021]

Finally completed! ♥


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Posted: Sat, 05/06/2021 13:46 (4 Years ago)
[June 5th 2021]

Further update on Yesterdays.
Wings shaded. Can I leave them like this?


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Posted: Fri, 04/06/2021 11:32 (4 Years ago)
[June 4th 2021]

Update on yesterdays 'teaser', now with colors
+ Wings complete (outlined)


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Posted: Thu, 03/06/2021 17:07 (4 Years ago)
[June 3rd 2021]

Update on the sketches from May 25/26
Full Body (Silhouette)


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Posted: Wed, 02/06/2021 15:04 (4 Years ago)
Name: Shizuka
Language: German but I don't mind to summarize/translate parts into English
although they probably won't be as good, since I'm still making lots of mistakes^^

Genre: Fantasy with Romance, Horror and a little Action and/or Mystery.
Writing Type: I have no idea. I just write how I see fit?
Example: Translated version of a teaser I've send a friend.
(She knows what this is about, so it might sound a little too cryptic to others)
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Wolves howling in the distance beneath the moonlit sky. The forest filled with an eerie silence, as not the smallest insect dared to make a sound. Beneath your hands, a thick white fog steals your sight.
You've long lost your way. Not knowing how to return, panic crawled up your spine, holding you in it's grasp as your damp clothes take your bodies warmth. Leaving you a shivering mess.
Then, you saw it.
In front of you, on a steep rock, just slightly above your head it laid, starring straight into your eyes. It's glowing, golden-yellow eyes looking into your soul. It knew who you are. And why you are here. But it won't allow you to take what it holds the most dear, not for as long as it is able to fight and protect.
What it didn't knew, you came not to steal, but to help protect, if ... you are able to convince it.


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Posted: Mon, 31/05/2021 17:46 (4 Years ago)
[May 31st 2021]

Pendants


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Posted: Sun, 30/05/2021 17:39 (4 Years ago)
[May 30th 2021]

Another sketch
because I can't stare at the screen as long as I need to in order to get anything done at once -.-'


and two more


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Posted: Wed, 26/05/2021 18:47 (4 Years ago)
[May 20th - May 26th 2021]

[May 20th]
Commission Sketch


[May 22nd]
Quick Sketch - Gardevoir


[May 23rd]
Doodle


[May 25th/26th]
Started as a simple doodle, turned into a nice sketch and is now evolving into a complete character xD
~Will update further~


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Posted: Wed, 26/05/2021 18:26 (4 Years ago)
I finally decided to create one for myself.
Main reason being: I like to have 'progress updates' for the drawings I make and would like to have them all in one place - I also don't want to clutter my feeds posting them all (which gets very confusing easily).
And I won't bother as many people if I just post them here.
so let's give it a try!



The artwork you're going to see will be drawn me (obviously), therefore you are not allowed to use any of them, unless it was a commission you ordered.



I'll be posting anything from fanart to commissions, finished drawings to sketches and doodles, and as I mentioned 'progress updates', as well as traditional and digital art.
I don't mind if you leave comments, just keep them on topic, alright? (;

~~ If you would like to commission me, my Pal Pad/PM is open ~~


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Posted: Wed, 13/01/2021 20:35 (4 Years ago)






We are closed











Welcome

to this little shop of mine

Quote☆ GENERAL INFORMATION/FAQ ☆

☆ I'm fine with most kinds of drawing
including (but not limited to) humans, animals, pokemon, NSFW (blood, gore, etc.)
☆ All my sketches are done traditional (with pencil & paper)
☆ Digital Art will mostly be lineless or with minor/soft lines only (it's just my style)

Got other questions? Feel free to send a message



Quote☆ RULES ☆

• Please don't rush me - you may ask about the status of your commission every so often though.
• All orders should include a visual reference, exceptions can be made after discussing it with me
other exceptions are Pokemon with a different color scheme etc.
• Payment has to be made before I start the drawing
• Your drawing will be finished in 3 months at most, unless stated otherwise.
If I fail to finish it by then you'll get your full payment back (and the drawing for free)

• I have the right to decline your order if it is to complicated, I can't visualize it, or other reasons
• Please credit me back for any of my work (©SayomiAkira at both toyhou.se and deviantArt)



Quote☆ REQUEST FORM & PRICES ☆

Form:
[b]Hey, Shizuka I have a task for you![/b]
[b]Username:[/b]
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[b]Background?:[/b]
[b]Type of drawing:[/b] (e.g. bust, full body,...)

[b]I'm paying:[/b]
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☆ Prices ☆
~also accepting gems, summon items, etc. ~
1 Nugget = 1,6k PD

Traditional:

Realistic Animal headshot: 800k PD / 500 Nuggets


Sketches:
Headshot: 160k PD / 100 Nuggets
Bust/Half Body: 240k PD / 150 Nuggets
Full Body: 320k PD / 200 Nuggets

Clean lines/inked: +80k PD / +50 Nuggets



Digital:

Flat Colors:
Headshot: 240k PD / 150 Nuggets
Bust/Half Body: 320k PD / 200 Nuggets
Full Body: 400k PD / 250 Nuggets


Simple Shading:
Headshot: 320k PD / 200 Nuggets
Bust/Half Body: 400k PD / 250 Nuggets
Full Body: 480k PD / 300 Nuggets


Additional Costs:
Very Complex Design: +240k PD / +150 Nuggets
Complex Background: +240k PD / +150 Nuggets
+1 character: +160k PD / +100 Nuggets




Quote☆ EXAMPLES ☆
~more can be found at~
https://www.deviantart.com/sayomiakira


Realistic animals (pencil drawings)
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↑ both cats belong to a friend of mine


Digital art:
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↑ belongs to https://pokeheroes.com/userprofile?name=fetts


↑ my OC Nera


↑ Shiny Gardevoir


↑ belongs to @https://toyhou.se/BlackReshiram


↑ belongs to @https://toyhou.se/Mintu1


↑ my OC Rhya




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Posted: Wed, 23/11/2016 14:47 (8 Years ago)
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Posted: Tue, 22/11/2016 22:15 (8 Years ago)

Title: Commission (PH)

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Posted: Tue, 22/11/2016 20:20 (8 Years ago)

Title: Commission (outside of PH)

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Posted: Tue, 22/11/2016 20:11 (8 Years ago)

Title: Personal Work

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