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Posted: Wed, 26/03/2025 00:49 (4 Months ago) |
Hey, that's not an apple you just bobbed! ... Wait, that's my little PuffPuff. I thought I'd never see him again! Thank you so much for finding him. Here: Have a reward. (100 Fair Tickets obtained) Ducklett Fishing, Baby Ducklett You won 50 Fair Tickets! :O I don't think I've ever gotten 50 points from the Ducklett game before. Those are some nice pulls for today, and definitely make me somewhat happy after the earlier news. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Tue, 25/03/2025 21:53 (4 Months ago) |
Okay, so dad is no longer being given Keytruda treatments, as his Oncologist doesn't seem to think it's working since the swelling on the lymph nodes of his neck has grown. He was given two options, and chose to take the chemotherapy route. He will receive treatment once every three weeks for the rest of his life (which, according to her, is 2-6 years). If he doesn't get any treatment or the treatment doesn't work, 6 months to 1 year. He's at the very least hoping chemo (which he's happy this one won't make him weak or lose his hair again) will get rid of the pain so he has a better quality of life for the last few years 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Mon, 24/03/2025 03:59 (4 Months ago) |
Okay. So every so often, while doing the Bug Hatching Contest, dad would go, "Bug. Bug. Bug. Bug." Every. Single. Bug. It got to the point where I would do it on occasion in the hopes of annoying him, but it would annoy me halfway through, and he just sat there laughing at me. Well. I was thinking about the hint for PFQ's newest Paradox Pokemon, which is "Bonk". So, I started to go "Bonk. Bonk. Bonk." to every Diglett/Dugtrio forme I hit. Halfway through, dad turned around to see what I was on about, and then started going "Bug" every time I said "Bonk" The point of this post? Whack-a-Diglett You collected 100 points. You won 20 Fair Tickets. *screaming and squealing* OMG! OMG! That's the first time none of them have messed up! And it's all because I 'bonked' them real good! Ahh! 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Tue, 18/03/2025 01:21 (4 Months ago) |
Ever since January 26th, I've grown increasingly terrified and pessimistic. After a question and short little conversation with someone on Facebook today, I've come to a horrifying realization. Now. If you know me, you've known that I haven't supported cops for three or so years, but that I've also not believed in ACAB/ACAC. Because I thought that if a good cop gets fired or quits, that opens the doorway to a bad cop to take their place. Then there goes all their opportunities to use their pull and resources to do good. But the way the person explained it to me made me realize three things. First, the person told me that one apple spoils the barrel. If a good cop gets fired, that furthers the belief that ACAB. If a good cop does or says nothing, that act alone makes them complicit and, by extension, also confirms ACAB/ACAC. That reminded me of a quote I once saw that said something along the lines of "The only thing it takes for evil to triumph is for good men to stand by and do nothing." Second, I remember being so disappointed that people thought I wouldn't make a good Mod. I remember telling myself that it was okay because there were other ways I could give back to the community and help out. Well, the same goes for cops. There are dozens of other ways the good ones can make a difference and continue to serve their community even without the badge. Third. Deep down, I've known this from the start. But I simply couldn't and didn't want to believe that those people meant to protect us were actually our enemies. The desire to continue believing in safety and the kind hearts of people is what kept me in denial. What kept me from accepting the reality you spoke. Everything since January 26th slowly wore at me until I could admit it. I still believe Police Reform would help solve a lot of things. But *deep breaths* I have now joined the 1312 community. And no. I have not and will not even consider bringing this up with dad. I don't want or need a fight with someone whose mind I know I can't change. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Sat, 15/03/2025 18:11 (5 Months ago) |
*whimpers* I hate kidney stones so much! Why did I have to develop this issue as I aged? What's worse is that dad's making me drink nasty water to help flush it out. I just wanna drink tea and apple juice! He also didn't help matters by telling me a kidney stone was the equivalent of a shard of glass passing through that would hurt the entire way out AND that it could rip and tear during that process. So now I'm worrying about that happening. -_- 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Sat, 15/03/2025 01:27 (5 Months ago) |
Dad: *hatches a Melan Gastly Bonfire that happens to be an Any Quirky (his second preferred nature) Me, two minutes later: Ooh! Can I put in my Trainer Card: "OMG! Daddy hatched a Mewan Bonfire!" Dad: Even I find that "cringe" Me: XD Dad: You're still going to post it somewhere, aren't you? Me: Yups! ^.^ I'm not gonna let people's opinions of me define or alter who I am. Yes. I admit I say some of these cringe things *just* to make them mad. But it's also really how I act. I'm easily excited, say weird things, and have childlike behavior and enthusiasm about many things. There's nothing wrong with that. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Thu, 13/03/2025 17:50 (5 Months ago) |
Dad already hates the fact that I go back to bed after my 8 am alarm. So when I brought up the alarm at 7 am to take meds method, he said, "If you're going to get up at 7 and take your meds, just get up." Yet, he has slept in to 10-11 am nearly every day for a year now. I've not told him yet because he won't understand, but when I get up at 8 in the morning, walk across the room, pick up my phone, and turn the alarm off, I instantly start screaming at myself mentally, "Get up! Get up! Don't go back to bed! Get up!" only to go right back to bed. Only to wake up between 9 and 11 a.m. and cry because I failed again—because I wasted so much time again. I've been considering making a plaque that says: "Wasted Time; Lost Dreams" to remind me that every hour I lose a day pushes my dreams of becoming an Author farther away. But I'm nervous I'll start purposely avoiding looking at it. Worth a shot to try, regardless, I guess. I really need to schedule a sleep therapy appointment despite how scared I am of being alone. If it helps me to stop waking up throughout the night (sometimes due to sounds of my cats getting into stuff or scrapping with one another), but mostly due to snoring or no reason, I'd be much better off. Then I'd just need to figure out why I use the bathroom so much throughout the night when I don't drink anything after 8 pm. Yes. I've already been to a Urologist about that. They only discovered that I have a Duplex Collecting System in my right kidney. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Wed, 12/03/2025 19:06 (5 Months ago) |
Title: Tall Grass EventPremium: 1.5x EHP/EXP received on Pokemon and Eggs Party Flute: Doubles EXP/EHP received on Pokemon and Eggs Egg Radar+: Finds potential bushes twice as fast. (halves search time) Advice: -Set a timer for every 20 minutes (10 for those with Egg Radar+) *Note that this time may change depending on the Pokemon chosen -Be as active as you can during the Event -Purchase Egg Storages, save as many eggs as you can for x2 day -Make the most of the half-time bonus DAY (10 or 5 minutes) *Note that this time may change depending on the Pokemon chosen *This DAY is achieved by reaching 10,000 sitewide turn-ins Information: -If you buy a Chosen hatched from the Tall Grass by someone else, it will not count However, if you hatch a Chosen from the Tall Grass released by someone else, it will. -Any Chosen obtained BEFORE the cut off time will NOT break your chain if hatched AFTER Any Chosen obtained AFTER cut off time, WILL Previous Events: Tadbulb: 200 Turn-ins for Shiny Wo-Chien Orthworm: 160 Turn-ins for Shiny Ting-Lu [Read more] |
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Posted: Tue, 11/03/2025 06:22 (5 Months ago) |
One thing I mean by not having a support system. Sharing this with dad because I thought it would be really helpful for me. I have this paralysis when it comes to doing things. It's why I can't write anymore when I tell someone I'm writing and why I no longer want to stream when I say I'm going to stream. Why I can't focus on reading after admitting I want to read. And definitely why I struggle with doing any of the various chores around the house that regularly need to be done. He pops off with, "Why is any of that even necessary? Someone tells you to do something, or you know it needs to be done, just do it because it's necessary. You shouldn't have to devise dozens of ways to convince yourself not to be lazy. Most of the population is ADHD or Autistic." "Agreed. But to a small percentage of people, these issues are debilitating, and they need this kind of help to do simple tasks." "It's not that debilitating to you." "No, there are people worse than me. But you're always talking about wanting me to do more and to become more self-sufficient and capable. If this helps, isn't that great?" "So long as you aren't learning 5,000 different ways to do the same thing." "This trick I just learned probably works on most people with ADHD. There are probably ten other methods that help those who this doesn't." "You've been talking much more about this over the last two weeks. It's like you want to be Autistic or have ADHD. That it somehow makes you feel special or justifies your behavior." "I followed one person about Mental Health issues. Facebook Algorithm did the rest. I'm enjoying learning about ways to better myself." *silence* https://www.instagram.com/p/DHB_aMIP1SA/ 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Thu, 06/03/2025 19:34 (5 Months ago) |
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Posted: Wed, 05/03/2025 22:03 (5 Months ago) |
So, ever since I learned about the "Brain Stuck" issue, I've kept in mind the various different ways of jumpstarting it listed here. Come to find out, that's what a major part of my procrastination problems have been. It's not that I procrastinate, it's that I haven't done something to get the dopamine rush to feel accomplished for the day to justify spending some of my time on writing. When my brain wants to sit and doomscroll instead of doing whatever I WANT to do, I pause and think. What needs to be done around the house? Has dad asked me to do anything recently? Once I decide on something to do, I do it. 10-30 minutes later, when I sit back down at my computer/laptop, exhausted mentally and physically, I'm somehow able to focus and write 200-700 words or do whatever I wanted to do from the start. I'm so glad I finally found a way to practically eradicate my procrastination issues. While on a semi-related topic, I saw a post on Instagram about someone asking ADHDers for advice. Here are three things that stood out to me. -"Make a list of 10 things that need done around the house, and roll a die. Now it's a game!" -"Overwhelmed by many things that need done? Focus on doing ONE task a day. That's 31 tasks a month!" -"I set an alarm for half an hour to an hour before I want to get up. I take my meds and go back to bed. When my real alarm goes off, I feel ready to start my day." I'm actually going to try that last one for a while and see if it helps. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Wed, 05/03/2025 18:53 (5 Months ago) |
I went through and voted, but I only did it 57 times before I realized that the method was ignorant. I chose Solgaleo three times, Poipole 7, and Alolan Ninetales twice. If it offers Solgaleo vs Alolan Ninetales (I love both), I will choose Solgaleo because I love it more. I've seen those Facebook vs posts before (like which HunterxHunter character is the best or Which of the cross anime would win in a fight?). And that method I stand by. This one? When the same Pokemon can show up dozens of times, leading it to be chosen or ignored far more often than it is, I feel like that skews the data. This is very similar to those voting contests on Facebook where people encourage their friends to vote for them. Unlike me, who's going to vote for what I think is deserving, most people are going to vote for their friend, leading to a flawed contest. Allowing ONE person to give a SINGLE Pokemon 50+ votes makes it skewed because 50 other people might ignore that Pokemon because they preferred another over it. I personally feel this "contest" would be much better if people were able to choose their top 10 Favorites AND least Favorites from each region. AFTER of course, all Pokemon with Event versions have been removed because we do NOT need more Pikachu Events. (This is so hypocritical of me to say, considering I would LOVE more Eevee Events >.> ) I feel the above method would work the best because, like Orthworm. Or Bidoof. If you only do the favorites, you get 1000+ likes on Eevee and 15 on Orthworm. But what about others like me, whose favorites are Orthworm, Bidoof, Bruxish, or other Pokemon? Those Pokemon would never get chosen by the majority, so we likely will never see an Event of our favorites. So long as you throw in lesser-liked Pokemon on occasion, that's great. You can't always go by what the majority wants, especially in a case like this, when it would exclude the minority. I am SO uncertain if I worded any of this in an understandable way. But I would like to point out that if someone who is well-versed in statistics thinks I'm wrong and sees the current method as an acceptable format, please come to me and let me know why! 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Sun, 02/03/2025 21:04 (5 Months ago) |
Ah, so this is why! I've been forced to go without subtitles for 14 years. I've adjusted somewhat, though I still have difficulty following scenes sometimes. And definite difficulty when the background noise/music is too loud. This also explains why my hearing tests keep coming back normal despite the fact my right ear doesn't process words as it should. Shared from Neurodivergent Geek Girl on Facebook Why do so many autistic people need subtitles, even in their own language? Infodump: A lot of autistic people rely on subtitles, even when watching content in their native language. This is because understanding speech isn’t just about hearing - it’s also about how the brain processes sound. Many autistic people experience auditory processing difficulties which can make spoken words hard to follow - especially in real-time. Auditory processing isn’t just about volume- it’s about how the brain interprets and organizes sound. Autistic people can experience delayed auditory processing, where the brain takes longer to make sense of what was just heard. Examples: *Hearing the words but not understanding them right away (like the brain is buffering before meaning clicks into place). By the time understanding happens, the conversation has already moved on. *Needing to replay a sentence in their head multiple times before it makes sense - which is difficult when dialogue is fast or complex. *Struggling to keep up in real-time conversations because speech moves faster than the brain can process. Subtitles help by reinforcing the words visually, giving the brain an extra way to absorb the information. Autistic people also tend to have heightened sensitivity to sound, but this doesn’t mean better hearing. It means difficulty filtering out irrelevant noise (hearing electricity, anyone?). Many also struggle with background noise or overlapping sounds, which can make speech nearly impossible to follow. Examples: *Being unable to focus on one voice when multiple people are speaking. A conversation in a busy café might sound like a wall of noise, making it hard to pick out the words. *Movies or shows with background music or sound effects drowning out dialogue. The brain then can’t separate speech from the rest of the noise, so the words get lost. *Missing key words in a sentence and having to piece together meaning from context - which can make comprehension exhausting. Back to subtitles. Subtitles act as a visual anchor, giving the brain another way to process language. Instead of relying only on hearing, autistic people can read along, reinforce meaning, and catch words they might have missed. And it’s not just autistic people - subtitles help those with ADHD, auditory processing disorders and even non-autistic people who simply process information better visually. So if you see an autistic person watching something with subtitles, even in their native language, it’s not a “preference” or a “quirk.” It’s a tool that makes media accessible in a way that spoken language alone sometimes can’t. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Sun, 02/03/2025 21:02 (5 Months ago) |
Yes! This is why it sometimes takes me hours to days to respond to messages. Dad's got clinical depression, and feels like this often. I've known him to go weeks at a time without answering the phone or leaving the house. Shared from Empaths, Old Souls & Introverts on Facebook Do you ever have days where you just don’t have the energy to talk—where even replying to a simple message feels like too much? Not because you’re upset or anything is wrong, but because conversations feel draining, and silence feels more peaceful. You don’t want to explain, you don’t want to engage in small talk, and you definitely don’t want to force interactions just to meet expectations. Calls go unanswered, texts sit there unread, and even the thought of socializing feels exhausting. You’re not mad at anyone, you just need space—to be alone, to breathe, to exist without the pressure of responding. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Sun, 02/03/2025 21:01 (5 Months ago) |
Shared from Neurodivergent Geek Girl on Facebook How to snap out of waiting mode in ADHD & Autism - rewritten cause I can’t find my slide. Waiting mode is when your brain refuses to start anything because you’re waiting for something - a message, a meeting, an email. You just sit there, staring at your phone, the ceiling or nothing at all. You want to do things, but it feels impossible. Waiting mode isn’t laziness. It’s a combination of executive dysfunction, time blindness and anxiety, which all affect how the brain processes tasks and transitions: - Executive dysfunction makes it hard to shift gears or start tasks, even when you want to. The brain struggles to generate the “go” signal. - Time blindness distorts the feeling of how long something takes. If you’re waiting for something at 3 p.m. your brain might feel like that’s the only thing happening today, making it hard to focus on anything else. - Anxiety and hyperfocus can trap you in a loop. Your brain locks onto the thing you’re waiting for, treating it as a priority even when you logically know you have time to do other things. Biologically, this is linked to dopamine regulation. ADHD and autistic brains often struggle with dopamine, the neurotransmitter that helps with motivation, task-switching, and reward anticipation. If your brain doesn’t get an immediate dopamine hit from starting something new, it resists shifting focus. You’re not lazy. Your brain just processes time and transitions differently. The key is to trick it. Here are some ways to snap out of it: 1. Stand up. Jump. Dance. Move. Right now. The fastest way to break waiting mode is to physically reset your body. If you’re sitting, stand. If you’re standing, jump. If you can, dance. Movement signals your brain that things are happening. 2. Change your setting. Go to another room. Step outside. Open a window. Even small environmental changes help break the feeling of being stuck. 3. Create new deadlines before the deadline. If you’re waiting for something at 3 p.m. set new, smaller deadlines before then. Example: *20 minutes to wash dishes *15 minutes to read *10 minutes to sort your desk Set a timer for each task so your brain focuses on now instead of just waiting for later. 4. Pretend you’re on a quest. Your mission: complete three small tasks before unlocking the next stage (checking your email, starting the meeting, etc.). This works because it turns passive waiting into active engagement. 5. Move your hands. If your brain won’t start, let your hands lead. Sort a drawer, shuffle papers, fold laundry. Even low-effort movements can unstick your brain. 6. Talk or sing out loud. Narrate what you’re doing. “I’m standing up now.” “I’m getting water.” “I’m cleaning this table.” Speaking out loud makes action feel more real and helps break inertia. 7. Interrupt the wait with a sensory change. Drink cold water. Splash your face and hands with cold water. Change clothes. Sensory shifts snap your brain out of limbo. 8. If you’re really stuck, tie it to what you’re waiting for. Waiting for a meeting? Prepare questions, snacks, or your outfit. Waiting for an email? Draft your reply before it even arrives. Waiting for a delivery? Clear space for it or set up what you’ll need after it arrives. Doing something related keeps your brain engaged instead of zoning out. Waiting mode feels like a trap, but small actions break the loop. The trick is to shift anything - your body, environment, or focus - so your brain stops holding its breath. Hope this helps ❤️ 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Sun, 02/03/2025 03:11 (5 Months ago) |
I watched the first three episodes of Helluva Boss. Uhm. Stolas is... I don't even have the words to describe him lmao. But gods, I'd love to be with someone like that. I don't find Loona's human form attractive, or her personality in general. Which is sad because I thought I'd love her. The IMP jingle, though! Lmao. Overall. So far, I'm not liking this as much as I liked Hazbin Hotel, but I'll finish it because of all the hype. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Sat, 01/03/2025 00:00 (5 Months ago) |
Zeraora Counter: Total Interactions: 806,448 Encounters: 23, Shiny Chance 33.64% Day 1: Interactions: 28,868, Encounters: 0 Day 2: 36,139 Interactions Encounters: 2 Shiny Chance: ? ? Day 3: 32,154 Interactions Encounters: 1 Shiny Chance: 4% Day 4: 80,824 Interactions Encounters: 4 Shiny Chance: 4.84%, 5.74%, 6.76%, 7.84% Day 5: 55,656 Interactions Encounters: 2 Shiny Chance 9%, 10.24% Day 6: 42,651 Interactions Encounters: 1 Shiny Chance 11.56% Day 7: 59,098 Interactions Encounters: 2 Shiny Chance 12.96%, 14.44% Day 8: 31,675 Interactions Encounters: 0 Shiny Chance 14.44% Day 9: 69,418 Interactions Encounters: 1 Shiny Chance 16% Day 10: 38,750 Interactions Encounters: 1 Shiny Chance 17.64% Day 11: 45,436 Interactions Encounters: 1 Shiny Chance 19.36% Day 12: 33,600 Interactions Encounters: 1 Shiny Chance 21.16% Day 13: 58,111 Interactions Encounters: 1 Shiny Chance 23.04% Day 14: 93,502 Interactions Encounters: 2 Shiny Chance 25%, 27.04% Day 15: 59,398 Interactions Encounters: 3 Shiny Chance 29.16%, 31.36% Day 16: 41,168 Interactions Encounters: 1 Shiny Chance 33.64% Day 17: 44,877 Interactions Encounters: 0 Shiny Chance Things of Note: Day 4: Interactions made 80,827 Interactions received 139,445 Eggs hatched 184 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Fri, 28/02/2025 08:03 (5 Months ago) |
[Writing - Diablo 3 Fanfiction, Guardians of Sanctuary] Ah, yes. This chapter wanted me to write it. I wrote 1,418 words and am just barely started. I'm immensely enjoying the current scene, but it's midnight, and my eyes and brain simply can't anymore. So, I guess I have to say good night to a cooperative Muse who will probably be so mad at me for this that she'll refuse to work with me tomorrow, lmao. Good night, everyone! ^.^ May the Force serve you well! 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Thu, 27/02/2025 23:01 (5 Months ago) |
Today, I started working on one of my fanfics and ended up with an episode of Writer's Narcolepsy. This is when your brain decides writing time is sleep time. So, out of spite to my brain, I spent the next half hour sweeping and mopping my bathroom. The usual ADHD distraction happened. And I wound up sweeping the hallway and sweeping and mopping the laundry room because they were right there. All while pausing every five minutes to go enter the Pit or pick up from the Boss (dad was running us through Pits in Diablo IV). Those of you with ADHD know that when you're interrupted while in the middle of your cleaning (or whatever) vibe, it can be insanely hard, if not impossible, to get back to finishing it. You don't want to pick up where you left off only to get another interruption before you finish. You justify a "why bother" and put it off. Though I got increasingly frustrated with the interruptions, I kept reminding myself. "You've already put this off for months. Just a little bit more, and you're done." So I'm actually quite proud of myself for managing to do this. I'm going to go back to writing now so I can give my body a break. But I plan to finish cleaning the surface areas of my bathroom today and finish cleaning up the laundry room because I won't be able to sleep knowing I left them unfinished. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
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Posted: Wed, 26/02/2025 18:30 (5 Months ago) |
Executive Dysfunction is the absolute WORST. To be fair, though, I don't even think I can call this that. Whenever my alarm goes off in the morning, I get out of bed, walk across the room, and shut it off. Guess what I do next? I go BACK to bed, and spend the next half hour to two hours trying to force myself to get up. Dude. You were already up. You keep talking about wasted time doing things you love each day. And you do this. I really should see if a reward system works. But I also don't want to reward myself for doing what's expected. Meh. I'll figure something out. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |