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Posted: Fri, 19/03/2021 21:28 (4 Years ago)

Rui still hadn’t recovered from her previous breakdown, it was almost like she had a shell around her. She wouldn’t talk. She would hardly move unless she was forced to, and she reacted or showed emotion to nothing. She didn’t even bother looking at her score, she knew what it was. She didn’t care, she didn’t even bother. She was stuck inside her own head.

Lesia’s eyes widened as soon as she saw her score, unable to believe what she had saw. She... had a 9?! That was one of the best scores on there! Even weirder, she had a higher score than that Katana girl... Wasn’t her family very involved in the games? Katana... was surprisingly a little right. It wasn’t exactly... unfair, it was more just unbelievable. She looked at everyone else’s scores, noticing only 2 people got a 0. The girl in the mask and Rui. She could understand Rui’s, but she didn’t exactly know why that was for the case for Charlie. Did she just do nothing during her test?

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Posted: Fri, 19/03/2021 16:28 (4 Years ago)

Rui didn’t fight, nor did she say anything. The tears had run dry and her eyes were left blank, dull, and emotionless. They were all gonna die anyways, why care about her now... She didn’t understand, she didn’t understand anything. She didn’t understand why she rejected the kindness she she was getting when she wanted it so badly, she didn’t even understand why they were being nice to her in the first place.

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While she had looked out the door, she saw something she never thought she would see. Was that... Katana? What the hell was she doing here? Did she come to laugh in Rui’s face about how she was weak for crying? She had almost lashed out with all the pent up anger until she saw something... unexpected. She didn’t laugh, she didn’t mock, she didn’t act like a jerk. She instead had a comforting appearance, followed by encouraging words. She was left in shock. Katana could act this way? Before Lesia had a chance to react, Katana walked away and was replaced by Akiro, who also left soon after. She doubted Rui heard any of that, but... Was there a way to tell her that she was cared about?

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Posted: Fri, 19/03/2021 15:09 (4 Years ago)

“Let me go...” she managed to get out through her sobs, hardly moving anymore. She was now quiet other than faint sniffles, appearing to have calmed down. She didn’t struggle to get her hands loose from Lesia’s grip, all she did was say those 3 words. Why now of all places... She hated this, she hated bawling her eyes out in front of complete strangers who would end up killing her. The more people that drew near, the quieter she got. “Let me go...” she said yet again, this time, Lesia’s grip loosened. She was a mess...

Lesia’s eyes softened and her worried expression turned to a sad smile. Was she ok? No... of course she wasn’t... She wanted to give her a hug, she wanted to do something, but she knew she couldn’t. She looked over at Suvansh, then at the doorway where several people had walked by.

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Posted: Fri, 19/03/2021 06:45 (4 Years ago)

Rui felt disappointed in herself after seeing the reactions of the judges, wishing she could’ve done something. She was just too scared, a coward as her mother would say. But she was also the same person who put this fear into her head, fear of her own power and even herself in general. Her stomach growled yet again as she walked back to her room in silence, with a face full of deep sorrow and regret. She opened the door and fell onto her bed, a tear falling down her eye. She couldn’t do anything... All because of this stupid life she had to live, she couldn’t live to please anyone, not even herself. If only she could’ve done something about it, maybe things would be different... Tears began to uncontrollably fall down her face as she curled herself up into a ball, reliving her past yet again.

She wasn’t always like this, in fact, she used to be a normal girl in a somewhat normal family. No matter how hard she tried, though, she couldn’t remember her normal life... It was at the age of 3, too young of an age for anything to have to go through this. This memory was just a giant stab in the back that she couldn’t get rid of, a memory that wouldn’t go away no matter how hard she tried. She was playing at a playground one day, having fun with the other kids there until suddenly they were all dead. One minute the world was bright and cheery, bright colors and joyful sounds surrounded her until the lights were turned off, everything seemed to be turned upside down. The colors she was just enjoying had turned into colors that gave her the feeling of death. They were all seemingly inverted, and the sounds she heard were distorted. She had witnessed a mass murder. Once she had realized what was happening, she let out a scream as she had to stare upon the bodies of the friends she was once playing with. Rui was left in shock, too scared to even move. She was only 3! How could you expect someone as young as her to know what to do?!

“What the hell did you do?!?!” her mother had screamed at her, terror in her eyes as she looked at the kid who looked to be the murderer. “I-I didn’t-“ “THEN WHO COULD!?” Her mother’s voice echoed through the house, making Rui start to cry. “I... I’m sorr-“ “NO YOU’RE NOT, YOU FREAK! HOW COULD A MONSTER LIKE YOU BE SORRY FOR MURDERING THAT MANY PEOPLE!? DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU’VE DONE?!?” Her mother didn’t care at this point, she was screaming in Rui’s terrified face, not holding back once. “I DIDN’T RAISE A MURDERER!” Was the last words she heard from her for a while. Rui was suddenly grabbed by her shirt and was thrown down the basement steps, the click of the door locking echoing through the dark room. Rui cried for hours, and even banged on the door, begging to get out. A few days after no interactions whatsoever, a strange man entered the room, one she had never seen before. She quickly went up to him with the little energy she had and pleaded for him to help her. “Oh I will my little murderer, just you wait and see... I’ve come here to help you with that ‘problem’ of yours...” Those words stopped her dead in her tracks, she immediately knew it was danger, she tried to go up the stairs but she was immediately stopped. “Woah there, I can’t have you leaving on me...” he said with a large, ominous smile. “Now... may we begin?” Rui didn’t know what it meant in the slightest, but she violently shook her head and tried to escape again, but there was nowhere to run. “Let me go! I didn’t do anything, I didn’t! I-“ her pleas were cut short by the man grabbing her by the throat, choking her until she fainted. It felt like hours, hours of pain and struggle. She tried to manage a call for help, but nothing came out. Next thing she knew, she was strapped to a bed, unable to move whatsoever. “P-please! Let me go!” She struggled and struggled, unable to get anywhere. “Guess who’s awake... Now, are we ready to have fun?” The man loomed over her as she began to cry and scream, wanting this nightmare to end already, not knowing what was next for her. He didn’t even bother putting her to sleep or even paralyzing her, he went right into it.

Pain. For the next 6 hours, that’s all she felt. Needles, needles, and more needles. The unhealthy amount of drugs caused her to grow sickly during this, making it even worse. Not only that, the unknown substance he was using was causing a sensation all over her body, one that made her feel like she was being burned alive and not being able to die. Her screams kept filling the air, unable to be heard by anyone other than the two. Finally, she was done. The bonds holding her to the table were released, and she was allowed to leave. On the entire way back to her house, she cried and cried, unable to control herself. Once she was there... Well, she finally realized what the man had done to her. She had attacked him against her will, leaving her parents hating her more than they did before.

“You don’t deserve to live...” “It’s all your fault...” and so many more of those awful words... Each and every one of them had brought an image of everyone she had killed to her mind, causing her cry to become a bawl, and her whimpers into screams. All these people she killed, they were the people closest to her, ones that had been the ones she went to for comfort. Her friend, her aunt, all those people... what were their dying thoughts? Did they think she had betrayed them? Dying to the hands of a toddler who had once been someone you loved, was it painful for them? If there was a heaven... would they be looking down at her in disgust and shame? Would they even feel sorry for her? She couldn’t do this anymore... She wouldn’t be able to live with herself if she went into the arena, even if she died immediately. She just wanted to get the punishment she deserved already... She tried to calm herself down enough to find an object sharp enough she could use, and she was somewhat successful. She found a pair of scissors in the drawer next to the bed, then brought it closer to her. “I-I’m sorry mom... I’m sorry auntie... W-will you forgive me...?”

Lesia was slightly worn out and terrified about what had happened minutes ago, really just wanting to go back to bed. It felt weird using her power again, it was like doing a cartwheel after years of not doing it. The movements were foreign, but also vaguely familiar, enough to re-train your body to do it as well as you did before. She let out a yawn as she headed back to her room, stoping once Che heard a startling scream come from one of the doors. What the... She ran over to the door that housed the noise and knocked on it, waiting for a response. She instead heard more screaming, which led to her quickly opening the unlocked door and rushing inside. What she saw made her eyes widen. Rui... with a pair of scissors... ready to... “Rui!” She yelled, running over and grabbing the pair of scissors out of her hands, throwing them across the room, then tightly grabbing her hands. “What are you doing?!?!”

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Posted: Thu, 18/03/2021 22:56 (4 Years ago)

Lesia was sick to her stomach about this, not wanting to face the judges. She knew she would have to use her power, which she hadn’t used since the incident, and that worried her. “Lesia” the voice on the speaker called, causing her to jump. She let out a shaky sigh, clearly way too worried about all this. She walked inside and stood before the judges. “Start whenever you're ready.” Was what she heard through the pounding in her ears. She took a deep breath, moving her hands out in front of her. She began to cut the dummies up into very fine pieces of cloth and cotton, all within a second, almost being too fast for the judges to see. Then, she made a “fan” with the slices and kept the cotton from falling to the ground, and used the same technique to gather it all up into a ball, a fan on all sides to form a sphere surrounding the objects. After that, she made a giant “fan” to push the sphere into a wall. All of this was a bit flawed, you could easily see her messing up slightly, but it got the point across. “Thank you, you may leave now.”

“Rui” was the next name called on the speaker, in which she replied with a confused expression. She wasn’t really sure what they were doing here, but she went through the door anyways. The judges seemed to hesitate whenever they saw her, but they gave the orders anyways. “Start whenever you're ready.” Wait... what was she supposed to do? She just stood there, confused. They let out a sigh, then told her what to do. “Please demonstrate what you can do.” Oh. Rui finally understood, but didn’t do anything. Her confused expression changed into a fearful one. After a minute or two, they dismissed her.

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Kamini OFFLINE Forum Posts: 812	Posted: Thu, 18/03/2021 22:00 (4 Years ago)
	The sudden commotion caused Rui’s legs to run faster, carrying her away as quickly as they could. She could hear the threatening words and the explosions behind her, motivating her to move even faster. She finally reached the dining area and stopped, figuring she was far enough away to be safe. [Read more]

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Posted: Thu, 18/03/2021 20:57 (4 Years ago)

Rui swiftly turned around once hearing a faint thud behind her, her curiosity getting the best of her. She turned around to hear the brat blabbing to someone about beating them to a pulp... She was curious to know what had happened, but she managed to piece it together after seeing a faint red mark on Katana’s face and an open door separating the two people. She gets what she deserves she thought to herself silently, letting out a small snicker as she turned back around and walked away.

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Posted: Thu, 18/03/2021 17:21 (4 Years ago)

Rui was now left all alone in the corridor, standing uncomfortably in front of her door. She was quite startled when Charlie had fell onto the floor, backing away from her. She wasn’t exactly in the mood to talk with someone who seemed even slightly dangerous... She didn’t even care about learning more about everyone, not wanting to take advantage of them anyways. Well... not like she could sleep anyways, her hunger got in the way of that. She let out a small sigh and carefully walked around the commotion and went to get some water.

Lesia, on the other hand, was in a deep sleep and was clearly comfortable where she was. She wasn’t going to wake up soon for anything...

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Kamini OFFLINE Forum Posts: 812	Posted: Thu, 18/03/2021 07:03 (4 Years ago)
	Rui wasn’t exactly sure about what was happening but it didn’t seem pleasant. After what she had experienced with the peacemakers, she knew they were trouble and that she wanted to stay away from them as much as possible. She listened to Akiro and moved away, heading back to her door just in case it got messy and she needed to get inside. Guess she wasn’t getting her water... [Read more]

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Posted: Thu, 18/03/2021 06:30 (4 Years ago)

The sudden feeling of 2 pairs of eyes landing on her was quite unnerving, but she tried not to let it bother her. She stopped whenever she heard Akiro saying something, turning around to face the two. She looked in Akiro’s direction first, then... wait, where did he go? She looked around and saw him with a dragon-like creature, one that was quite terrifying. She looked the other way and noticed the peacemakers that were heading their way was somehow pushed back. This startled her, causing her to jump a little.

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Posted: Thu, 18/03/2021 05:45 (4 Years ago)

Rui didn’t exactly feel refreshed, but she felt determined to go outside. Well... first she had to do something about whatever she was wearing. These clothes really weren’t that comfortable... She slowly got off the bed and made her way over to the dresser, which had a variety of clothes she could wear. She just took the first one that looked her size and put it one, not minding how plain it was. Wow... that was so much better... She walked over to the door and slowly opened it, only to be greeted by Akiro and Suvansh. Akiro looked like he was about to leave, but she wasn’t so sure about Suvansh. The awkward tension in the air was easy to recognize, which made her a bit nervous. She looked at the two for a second, then took a few steps forwards to go to wherever they kept the water.

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Posted: Thu, 18/03/2021 04:45 (4 Years ago)

Rui heard very faint footsteps and talking near the entrance, causing her to perk up slightly. She slowly opened her eyes and got them adjusted to the light, then lifted her head to try and hear them better. She assumed it was two people based on the amount of unique voices she heard, but she didn’t know for sure. From what they said so far, it seemed like they were trying to strike up a casual conversation. She couldn’t help but continue to eavesdrop, it was pretty much the only thing she could do right now instead of praying she could sleep.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 23:56 (4 Years ago)

Rui looked at the bracelet for a bit, quite enticed by it until she was introduced to her room. Normally, she would be left in shock for a while if it wasn’t for her extreme exhaustion. As soon as she saw a bed, she walked over to it and fell onto it. Her eyes immediately closed, but she didn’t go to sleep. She was curled into a small little ball as she laid on the bed, her stomach growling like crazy. She really shouldn’t have done that, now she was exhausted and more hungry than before. Well... maybe she could think for a bit, come up with something that she could do for the games. Now that she had that small hint of kindness, she didn’t want to die. Akiro seemed nice, but he didn’t look like he wanted a companion... She would just have to find a way to survive without killing anyone, even if she died in the end.

Lesia didn’t mind the bracelet, in her opinion, it was pretty cool. She entered her room and gasped when she saw how marvelous it was. Like a lot of other tributes, she was attracted to the bed. She slumped down on it and closed her eyes. “Man... I’m stuffed!” She said happily before drifting off to sleep

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 22:24 (4 Years ago)

She watched in awe as Akiro demonstrated, almost fascinated with what he was doing. She never got to see many cool things like this, so she enjoyed it while it lasted. “Woah...” she said quietly. Once he stopped, she looked at the fork for a bit before pursing her lips, like she was trying to make a decision. “I...” she stopped and turned her arm over so the gash was facing towards the two. At first, it seemed like nothing was happening, but then a blob-like slab of flesh near the wound lifted itself up and hovered over it, then flattened itself and began to mend to the skin around it. It was like the roof of a convertible, but a little more... gross. The very small task wore her out, making her almost unable to keep her eyes open.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 22:07 (4 Years ago)

“Oh... sorry...” once again, she regretted asking a question. So his mother had been without her husband for quite some time... But did it really excuse her actions, if Akiro was being honest? Well, since the conversation had been inching towards the topic anyways, she decided to finally bring it up. “You said something about abilities... do you have one?” She cautiously asked, knowing this might be a sensitive topic as well.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 21:46 (4 Years ago)

Lesia decided to simply stand back and not say anything, let him recover. She was highly concerned with his condition, but if he said it was fine then she had to trust him, right. She grabbed the glass off the ground and sat it on the table she got it from, then walked back to her seat.

“Really...?” It shouldn’t have shocked her that he liked meat too, almost everyone she knew had liked it. The more she heard about his family, the more she felt bad about him. She didn’t care if he started crying, there wasn’t any reason for him not to. Even she could tell that he wanted a different situation. “Was your dad nice...?” She asked, unsure if the question was appropriate to ask

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 21:18 (4 Years ago)

That word was quite new to her, giving her a hard time understanding his response. After a little thinking, she decided that it meant he didn’t really care about what he ate. It stung how simple someone’s choice in food could be. She continued staring at the plate on the table across from her, lost in thought by this point. “Oh... Well... is meat any good...? I’ve seen my parents eat it...” she let out a sigh as soon as she realized what she said, it was probably too revealing. Like she said before, it didn’t matter anyways...

Lesia wolfed down the curry like a kid eating jelly beans, this was amazing. As soon as she finished she looked over at Ellie with gleaming eyes and a big smile, her way of telling her she enjoyed it. That smile soon faded once she heard something having a coughing fit, immediately concerned. She quickly got up and went over to him, but as soon as she heard him ask for water, she turned around and got a glass off a nearby table

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 20:14 (4 Years ago)

Rui was a bit confused on who Ashley was for a second until it clicked that it was most likely his mother. So... he didn’t call her “mom” or anything like that? Was it normal to call them by their full name? Well, considering what he had told her, it probably wasn’t. “What they say has no power over me...” she repeated silently, pondering over them for a little bit. “You’re fine...” she said afterwards. Not like she wasn’t doing the same. She wasn’t sure what she was doing bringing a question like this out of the blue after such a serious topic, but she did it anyways. “What do you like to eat...?”

Lesia replied to the call as soon as she could, getting up and heading over to Ellie as quick as possible.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 20:01 (4 Years ago)

Lesia couldn’t feel the small hand resting onto hers, so it took a moment for her to realize what the ralts was doing. She hoped the metal wasn’t cold to the touch, that was never pleasant. She had noticed that the ralts had either no eyes at all or the green thing was covering it. Which was something she was interested in. “You’re... surprisingly cute...” she muttered as she stared admiringly at the ralts.

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