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Posted: Wed, 26/09/2018 06:52 (6 Years ago)
cleim

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snas from undertale

anyone here or buzzwole











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Posted: Sun, 23/09/2018 14:54 (6 Years ago)
sent, a nidoking would be lovely

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Posted: Sat, 22/09/2018 18:48 (6 Years ago)

pale aura


22/9/18
yet he squanders the life he leads
diary entry thing. Just my thoughts right now ;

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me: I love horror games, I wanna play some more when I got the time
me: *plays game that turns into horror game midpoint*
me:
me: OH GOD I DONT WANT TO PLAY ANYMORE NOW I SEE SHADOWY FIGURES EVERYWHERE AND JUMP AT EVERY SOUND

my social ineptitude has led me to pass up a once in a lifetime opportunity and I'm so mad at myself rn, this could've been great

I love making plans but I can't stick to them, I always stray away from them. This is the bane of my existence

I wanna go back to school and I don't wanna go back to school. This might be an invalid statement but it's true,,

Even after 2 months pause I still look like a drug addict, life is great

sorted all the songs on my phone, keeping a warm space for the new periphery lp ////that better come out this year, grabby hands//
I didn't go through every new album yet (i fear that bands i love suck all of a sudden) but the kanye stuff and the new marilyn manson record were "lit fam"
also got my hands on the deathgrips discography, if I like it after getting through it I throw those in too

why gible? The shiny mega makes my eyes bleed and the eggs from the gem collector are not affordable. (real deal though: ok natured tall grass shiny/mega able as a goal) maybe it bothers me a little that I already have numberwang but eh, they'll get along
Quote from no idea what happened thereBy PokéRadar - 2 Minutes and 34 Seconds ago.
Congratulations! A shiny Gible hatched out of one of your eggs (Chain #135)!
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Congratulations! A shiny Gible hatched out of one of your eggs (Chain #134)!
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Congratulations! A shiny Gible hatched out of one of your eggs (Chain #131)!




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Posted: Tue, 11/09/2018 05:20 (6 Years ago)

tension


activity kinda dropped, need to see if I still want to stay here,,
comprehensive list of ph stuffs I still wanna do:

-mienfoo hunt
-gible hunt (longer? sm??)
-festival garde m (maybe save up nuggets for it or wait for a sale?)
-oricorio eggdizes



-not as fast with the gaming completion list as I wanted to be. Trying to finish the sony collection mid sep (~15th) and finish ffxv and borderlands 2 until school starts (oct 15th) ~ other games optional, but welcome

-digital calendar:
*week SEP asdf-16; finished sony collection, focus on borderlands and ffxv? pick 5th game?
*week SEP 17-23 okie so I'm the lazee,, but seriously I have no idea how to finish my started projects with my current attitude. sunday for finalizing the schedule so I can call he admins monday (24th)
*week SEP 24-30 left with thief and ff xv. Maybe start pokemon after that (as treat game for studying?) ; editorino: thief is done, ff is next, pokemon already started as well. At this tempo I could consider starting something else too. Also everything about the courses seems cleared up, even though I'm not getting into all the ones I wanted ; LAST EDIT: actually finished my list, whoo! Next days are more focused on school, but that doesn't mean I can't play games right ///
*week OCT 1-7 studying week! games as treat only! sign up for courses (1st) (two chapters/day) my new schedule is an absolute messsss
*week OCT 8-14 studying! test on thursday (11th)
im one frightened bean now
*OCT 15; start of WS

completed



-still time to play when school has started, though not 6h/ea like now haha,,

-maybe make list of games I'd still like to try out but only when the current games are fairly completed

- game priority: mood/file size/game time?


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I would die for a periphery x carpenter brut collab

I feel so hurt and would love to cheer up but I had to realize that my music and game library both are kinda depressing. Once again I'd just like to stop feeling anything for some time ugh.

I can see the devil closing in
I choke the breath that dies to cry for help
I feel the pull of gravity
I bleed no more and rise again
I lost it all
Carry me through this world alive
I feel no more this suffering
Bury me in this cold light
I feed the wolf and shed my skin



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Posted: Fri, 31/08/2018 06:10 (6 Years ago)

untitled


space to cry about video games (and other things I'm invested in at the moment)
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I hate myself so much for liking prompto the most aaaaa what's wrong with me
he's just,, bubbly and cute and it's too muchhh

yosuke is too cute and pure for anything and I want to own him even if I don't need his arcana

if kanji keeps behaving like a young kiriwar I will die

my team will be a no girls zone, yosuke can heal us,,

just accidentally spoiled myself and now death is imminent
he will get every drop of love just so I know what happens

also yu might be the first protagonist who I think is genuinely hottish,,, HE IS UP THERE OK

why are the girls in this game so annoying- not that far into it but so far yikes

he is beauty, he is grace

kanji is such a dimwit i love himmmmmm

I'll stare the angels down
keep them in the back room
Shut the door and let go


kanjis voice drives me nuts.......................... @u@

I can't remember the last time I felt like this, I'm giggling and grinning all over. This is great/awful. I can already tell that I'll be devastated once the game's finished........

I want to eat him

My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry
I just throw you away


I've been playing without a pause, I should take a break once in a while ahah,, (now maxed out with kou, kanji and yosuke though)

I feel iffy about advancing now, feels like I'd find out something I don't want to know soon x.x

memorable lines:
"I'm all yours." - when switching tactics to commands only
"PERRRSONAA!!" - when using his persona
"LIE DOWN AND DIE ALREADY!" - when his hit didn't kill the shadow
"Cheers."- when healed (light damage)

important

JUST PASSING THROUGH
NOT STOPPING BY
NOT SAYING HI
GIRL YOU CAN'T KILL A LIAR
GIRL YOU CAN'T KILL A LIAR
GIRL YOU CAN'T KILL A LIAR
GIRL YOU CAN'T KILL A LIAR
GIRL YOU CAN'T KILL A LIAR


I got the bad ending and I'm completely shocked. I'm all empty inside and nothing makes sense

at least kanji and naoto aren't a thing now tho lmao
and if they are you can just kill me again





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Posted: Mon, 27/08/2018 09:15 (6 Years ago)

hydrogen




eyy this diary reached 10k clicks | post #777
even though I'm pretty sure most of them are from me haha



now that I actually finished a lot of the games I had started in the past I can't bring myself to start the other ones, for whatever reason. I have a mix of high expectations, respect and fear and for them.
BUT I'm also looking forward to get lost in them,,,,,,,, someone please help me understand these feelings

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Posted: Fri, 17/08/2018 12:57 (6 Years ago)

to reach elation

shiny thundurus hunt



(1 Shiny hatched in total.)

Congratulations! A shiny Thundurus hatched out of one of your eggs (Chain #61)!



26.5 the safari & box were full (50 eggs)
have even more summons now
his name will be heliovice (after the periphery song)

milestones:
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missed this child


safari chain broken by accident on #50

child


reached max chance; the main problem now is gathering safari eggs

shiny mother and child


left with a few summons, selling the rest. If another shiny hatches, selling it. If not, it doesn't matter



hunt ended on the 30th of august '18




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Posted: Sat, 11/08/2018 19:11 (6 Years ago)

not enough mana



~recent musings~

gDI I'm such a slow writer it's sad, one chapter takes more than two days, it's ridiculous. I need to focus more on that and get nietzsche done as he's more advanced than frikkin plato

started a new game of borderlands 2 and so far I'm quite happy with zer0, but I'm looking forward to the dlc the most. It's so much content anyways haha

tekken 7 is a throwback to every older tekken game and I love that, but the chara stories are fairly short. Normally it takes ages to complete every story but I could do that in one afternoon now x.x I hope there's more

part of me kinda,, wants to play either a final fantasy or kingdom hearts game,,,, I lent kh2 to ivan but I haven't even finished the first one myself, I could also tackle ffx as I got that one sitting around ... I could alSO by any of the games in the psn store,, gah. Idk I just want to get completely absorbed by a game

new digimon game on sale, but I can't buy everything I'm already broke. Either get that, or fallout 4, or [insert when I see more interesting stuff] OR CHILL WITH THE STUFF YOU ALREADY HAVE

end of september means getting back to school stuff, studying for retakes and selecting new subjects (maybe earlier, gotta check)

future lei: vaseline is best on acid burns, everything else irritates more

"Haiku poems consist of 3 lines. The first and last lines of a Haiku have 5 syllables and the middle line has 7 syllables. The lines rarely rhyme"



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Posted: Thu, 09/08/2018 16:11 (6 Years ago)

Leicester
Entry

Alola
quite a challenge haha, can't wait to see the entries for this



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Posted: Fri, 03/08/2018 18:51 (6 Years ago)

souk eye



[pläcëhöldër ✓ - to do for holidays]

+ bitter valentine (update list if I get the psn card) that's a lot of content x.x no new games unless sale hits now
attacking this, goal is to get a chunk of these off my list before school stuff starts for real

+ paper (end august [made a detailed plan on my desk])
- grouping
- nietzsche points and kallikles points (try to find relation); if not enough, put in chap 3 (if unclear, notify prof and get more literature [soon!])
- summarize genealogy, summerize gorgias
- write?? actually only missing kallikles, the comparison and the end. Should be doable this week+a few days to spell, grammar and punctuationcheck, read, add more content if I don't reach 10 pages (minus head and summary)
-read through the final version again after some time has passed to see if it's still consistent ; if it's okay, send it (20-25th of august)
my son was sent away
my son is a loser


-be free for almost a month. No school stuff, no studying, just getting my own plans done (aka finishing games and lounging around)
this has started now (24 aug)

-hope for a final answer on that exam?? So I know when the exact retake+room is
11.10.2018 | 12:00 | Gr. HS Bismarckstr. 1a
cool beans


+foodweek-shoppe (start september) when flat is empty, so I don't have to leave the house all week
edit; looks like I have to leave the house at least once, will be tough to carry everything if I shop for 10 days
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[collecting items until I have to go (3 sep)]

already bought:
2x ramen
1x tomato soup
1x krupuk
4x beer
1x lemonade
6x water
1x small pizza
1x milk
1x cornflakes
1x jellyo
1x tchak tchak
2x kefir
if I wasn't half dead during vacation I actually could have enjoyed this

+after that, do some "back to school" things like (15-20 sep)
edit: weekend 15-16 for this, shopping whenever permitted
-see what courses I need and pick accordingly
checked and bookmarked, there are time issues, unsure what to do. Sign-ups start on the 1st of oct so I'll see there
WHAT IS THIS MESS
HOW WILL I SURVIVE 8 COURSES
HNGG

-get course material for these
-check if I got some kind of notebook/homeworkbook/planer(!)
after retake; edit: got everything

considered done



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Posted: Wed, 25/07/2018 06:00 (6 Years ago)

post-waltz



why not put your notes on a piece of paper in the privacy of your home?
uWu

- make serious plans for when hunt remains unsuccessful;
continue as long as I got tall grass eggs. If they run out start thundurus on 2x day after that

- (amazon) shopping list;
*think about getting a ps4 til mid august?? borderlands prequel and tekken 7 are on sale, maybe even more that I didn't check yet (total at about 350 bucks though, check gamestop and local tech mart for price differences?)
*stardew valley and danganronpa 1 for psvita (25 bucks, can get as soon as saturday)
*that 30 can pack again? >|3 (15 bucks)
[probs spendings (if I buy everything) at about 500 bucks]
edit has to wait, waiting for last exam results still and I've got no money left for now

considered done




look how ominous it reads haha



from what I gathered, philosophy means "love of wisdom".
I really did pick the wrong major for me. I hate wisdom, it's annoying to find out about existential tussles people before you were having as well.
Ignorance is bliss, as they say, and they're right. You don't need to ponder about some things, they should be left unacknowledged. Life's more challenging if you know more about the moral fiber of people and it's facettes.
I'm tired of thinking, I wish I could forget.

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Posted: Tue, 24/07/2018 19:52 (6 Years ago)

Leicester
Side Entry ( Left )
Entry

Alola
I hope my entry didn't miss the topic ;;


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Posted: Sat, 21/07/2018 09:54 (6 Years ago)
forget this

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Posted: Fri, 20/07/2018 06:30 (6 Years ago)

lock and load



last years time capsule: 7th July 2017

20th July 2018

I feel lovesick without a target, help

I have a rap phase rn and I have no clue why, currently "this is america" is stuck in my head

Kanye singing on "ghost town" gives me so much frickin life, it's really beautiful and I'm so happy that he got this good

mark holcomb posted a picture of him and his wife with the caption "three years ago I married my best friend" and I'm just genuinely happy for him?? It's very wholesome.

just not touching or picking my skin has yielded the best results so far, take notes future lei

all the stories I write start happy and nice but turn dark and depressing every time and half the cast dies

I simply love the new gorillaz artstyle, 2d looks hella cute in "humility"

anthony fantano speaks straight from my soul sometimes

old pokemon games are very hard to complete, how did I manage them as a child ??

there are meme formats that crack me up more than they should and I hate it


well that was a short one
this time my thoughts being the least of my problems, so there's not a bunch to say I guess. Didn't change much in a year unfortunately. Kinda only gained a few new obsessions on top of the old ones. Still didn't do a few things I wanted to do from a year ago.
Back when I wasn't even in university yet, and I had no work experience. Good times


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Posted: Wed, 18/07/2018 10:00 (6 Years ago)

too much clout



failed by the skin of my teeth.

recover, remaster, rewind. It's rough but I got one final chance.
paper thesis is due in august, I haven't even started yet. But at least that's it with the exams til the retest in october.

I need new motivation, a second wind. I feel exhausted.



need to manage breaktime, things to read/watch/listen:

» gronkh: new grim tales (running strong), maybe something else

» nietzsche works relating to paper thesis (genealogy of moral), book already home




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Posted: Sun, 01/07/2018 08:35 (6 Years ago)
@catlady, yea I figured, just wanted to include all info I got about this :q

I see, then I guess that bug forum post is kinda superfluous haha

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Posted: Sun, 01/07/2018 08:28 (6 Years ago)
Hey, I wanted to purchase the 3x random common event pass; when I did the passes I got were shown but my nuggets weren't subtracted.
The passes are also nowhere to be seen in the event shop menu.
Nothing comes up in the emera bank history as well.

(I didn't make any screenshots since I didn't think about it not working, but I had a super shroomish, hawaiian cubchoo and a pharraloin pass)


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Posted: Sat, 30/06/2018 20:52 (6 Years ago)
This is my request for an avatar!
-Style: style 1
-Image: x
-Text: -
-Something else?: thanks ouo

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Posted: Wed, 20/06/2018 13:00 (6 Years ago)

vectors



actual learning season started & all finals in less than a month

No new posts til it's over, this is the catching post for whenever something roams in my head
I'm on a time crunch rn and I hope things turn out alright. Since I'm sm hunting anyways I wanna split my love around an be here a little less.

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I keep repeating the mantra that my material is actually very interesting and worth my time, but in the back of my mind I have the fact that yugioh wc10 takes almost 100 hours of gameplay and I just want to finish it after almost a decade of it collecting dust
So many great games collecting (digital) dust, it's a small scale tragedy.
I know for a FACT that when I finally have time I won't be able to touch them again, haha,, Until I've finished UM there will be a new pokemon game out ///

jack atlas is very cute and I hate that he makes me want to watch the 5ds anime
"In the English dub, Jack has a British cockney accent"
SKDJAAODJGUISAH

when I actually sit down and do what I'm supposed to do I'm surprisingly efficient. I finished a third of my essay in a sitting just by turning the internet off.

exams have the same exact format like last year uff, thank god. Something different would have messed my learning up

green cola tastes just like cola light

my reverse of arcadia mc is such a blast, his edge is so enjoyable and I just can't give him another deck but the zombie one. Maybe I'll give him a fabled deck for his speed deck though
-final attack - "accept your loss."
-victory - "I win. But I know I would."
-loss - ".................."
-when ahead - "Amateur." (this made me laugh so hard on the train, I was fighting princess pikeru and she just said something like "oh no... I'll lose >~<" and my dude just like stone cold: "amateur" and it was perfect)
-partner takes huge damage - "Glad that wasn't me."

"snuff" is about a man with depression who loves a woman but knows it won't last so he pushes her away so she doesn't get hurt later on [citation needed, I have other theories]

day 1564, I finally found out that brown noise is the best background music for me because it just draws out everything else and that's what I needed

clean sounding guitars will be the end if me

god faba is so cute too aaaa

gorillaz - the now now
starts funky, 2d vocals, hell yea
vibrating, sadish synths
"moody"
dreamy, "echoey"

And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt


artsu (june)
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my corrupted duelist son


another attempt


gaige


kelani


shii


trixie



I've been trying to make you love me
But everything I try just takes you further from me

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Posted: Sat, 16/06/2018 18:06 (6 Years ago)

mind gutter

mid june

bites found an egg in rumble and it turned out to be a zubat
13.6.18 bites son nibble was born


sorry for more negative posts, I'll just rather keep this here

periphery 2018/19?
self-titled (I)
Icarus
this time it's personal (II)
Clear
Juggernaut Alpha/Omega
select difficulty (III)

[it's modular]
[the price is wrong]

haunted shores audio bliss aaah (x)

ow my feelings tabs (x)


is emptiness better than pain
I can't tell if I'd rather feel everything
or nothing at all

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