Don't have an account yet? 
Forum Search
I'm Feeling Lucky
Searching for: Posts from SakuraWolf23.|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE   Forum Posts: 514  |
Posted: Sat, 12/04/2025 01:38 (4 Months ago) |
|
Hoenn Shadows Day Eleven Shiftry, Female, Jolly, Chain #79 Breloom, Female, Impish, Chain #23 Seedot, Female, Modest, Chain #2 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Fri, 11/04/2025 05:58 (4 Months ago) |
|
Currently anxious and thinking about creating a throwaway account to look at the drama blogs. Which we all know is a bad idea. It's six days away from being four months without looking. I know it's the late-night depression and dark thoughts trying to get me to do it. And I don't want to fall back into that hole. It's not helpful to my life in any way, especially when I have all this current stress going on. Decided to go to bed but remembered I now have ADHD medicine to take. (Which reminds me, the Psychiatrist changed his mind and put me on Clonidine instead of Strattera). So, I looked up the interactions between Clonidine and Hydroxyzine. It says they have Moderate interactions and that they're both Anticholinergic drugs, so taking both can make side effects worse. Yet, the Psychiatrist gave me a refill on Hydroxzyine when he gave me the Clonidine, which implies he thinks it's okay. Meh, I'll avoid taking them both together (like at same time together; I will still take Hydroxyzine as needed during the day for my Anxiety) until I can verify with him if it's safe. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Fri, 11/04/2025 00:53 (4 Months ago) |
|
I forgot to mention this here, but I've noticed an increased heart rate for minor activities over the last few months. I contacted my Cardiologist, who seemed concerned that I was 180/94 from just walking half a mile. On the 24th of April, I will be having surgery to remove the extra nerve strand in my heart. Check-in time is 8.30am. I will be put under. I've been told the procedure will take up to three hours, with recovery time up to two hours after. Barring unforeseen circumstances, of course. And since it is in Wenatchee (a 1hr25min drive), we will be staying the night before at a hotel. Dad had his biopsy today. Waiting on the results, which should take a few days to get. Will update the comments when we get the results. We have to return to town tomorrow because apparently, one of the Nurses poked themselves on one of the needles used on him, so they both have to have blood drawn (and it MUST be at the hospital where it took place) to make certain everything is good. We were informed that this would not affect his results. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 Hoenn Shadows Day Ten Sealeo, Male, Docile, Chain #99 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Thu, 10/04/2025 05:47 (4 Months ago) |
|
Hoenn Shadows Day Nine Swellow, Male, Timid, Chain #130 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Wed, 09/04/2025 04:23 (4 Months ago) |
|
Hoenn Shadows Day Eight Ninjask, Male, Sassy, Chain #133, Second On Site Nosepass, Male, Impish, Chain #94 Manectric, Male, Jolly, Chain #77 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Tue, 08/04/2025 05:18 (4 Months ago) |
|
It's been about a year since I stopped supporting JKR. For the longest time, I wanted to believe she was just bad at expressing herself when it came to Trans people since she was always posting about how she worried about Trans people being sent to prisons of their birth gender. It wasn't until I came across a post that listed off everything in the HP series that was sexist, racist, transphobic, and otherwise disgusting. Yesterday, I discovered she mocked and attacked Asexual people on their day of Visibility, and I'm angry because I'm one of those people! To witness her attacking a community in a way my mind can see and understand it as an attack is heartbreaking. Disillusionment really is something. I'm so glad that I am the type of person who can see something and choose to adjust my views on it, rather than see it, acknowledge it, and ignore it like Trump supporters are doing to what's going on. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Tue, 08/04/2025 02:12 (4 Months ago) |
|
Hoenn Shadows Day Seven Mightyena, Already Owned Exploud, Already Owned Taillow, Already Owned Absol, Male, Calm, Chain #86, Second on Site Sharpedo, Female, Lax, Chain #31, Second on Site 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Mon, 07/04/2025 00:51 (4 Months ago) |
|
Hoenn Shadows Day Six Swablu, Already Owned Wurmple, Already Owned Camerupt, Female, Sassy, Chain #81 Zangoose, Female, Bold, Chain #66, First on Site Electrike, Male, Naive, Chain #77, Third on Site 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Sun, 06/04/2025 01:47 (4 Months ago) |
|
Hoenn Shadows Day Five Mightyena, Already Owned Illumise, Female, Lax, Chain #147 Cacturne, Male, Sassy, Chain #8, Second on Site Swablu, Female, Gentle, Chain #120, Third on Site Nuzleaf, Female, Brave, Chain #125 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Sat, 05/04/2025 20:36 (4 Months ago) |
|
Dad just started watching a movie called Vamps. One of the girls mentioned that she didn't like being called the V word. Extended Life Form was mentioned, and I was like Me: Whoa. Wait. What? Elf means Extended Life Form? Dad: Let me guess. Today years old? Me: Has it always meant that? Dad: Ever since I was a kid *proceeds to talk about North Pole Elves* Me: I'm referring to Legolas. Dad: Yes. They also live a long time. Me: So you're telling me Elf was always an Acronym?! Dad: *laughing at my freak out* 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Sat, 05/04/2025 00:49 (4 Months ago) |
|
Hoenn Shadows Day Four Poochyena, Already Owned Beautifly, Already Owned Ludicolo, Male, Gentle, Chain #72, First on Site Makuhita, Male, Naive, Chain #23, Second on Site Lotad, Male, Calm, Chain #53, Third on Site 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Fri, 04/04/2025 00:47 (4 Months ago) |
|
Hoenn Shadows Day Three Cascoon, Already Owned Taillow, Already Owned Exploud, Male, Brave, Chain #112 Mightyena, Female, Modest, Chain #9 Roselia, Male, Lax, Chain #106 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Thu, 03/04/2025 05:56 (4 Months ago) |
|
Hoenn Shadows Day Two Wurmple, Already Owned Cascoon, Female, Naughty, Chain #103 Poochyena, Male, Quiet, Chain #46 Volbeat, Male, Naughty, Chain #107, First on Site Spoink, Male, Lonely, Chain #80, Second on Site 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Wed, 02/04/2025 19:09 (4 Months ago) |
|
Hoenn Shadows Day One Beautifly, Male, Careful, Chain #98 Linoone, Female, Naughty, Chain #33 Taillow, Female, Hardy, Chain #3 Silcoon, Male, Quiet, Chain #151 Wurmple, Male, Mild, Chain #187 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Tue, 01/04/2025 06:09 (4 Months ago) |
|
I still get really anxious when many people have visited my profile recently. I never know if it's because of an auction, something I posted, or if I'm being talked about on the blogs. I know it's of no consequence and that I shouldn't have the Visitors section on if it bothers me. But I want to be able to block people who have blocked me. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Tue, 01/04/2025 05:33 (4 Months ago) |
|
Because dad's time has become limited, he is pushing me for healthier habits. It's now been four days in a row of drinking water and brushing my teeth. He also says i need to push myself to take showers more often because "I chose to be lazy and stop taking care of myself. And now I'm miserable. You don't want to be in this position when you get my age." So, for him, I'm taking better care of myself. Today was a productive day for me. Got through a doctor's appointment, made an appointment, tried calling for another appointment, watched an hour of a movie with dad, and dealt with another hour long phone call. All while dealing with an 8/10 headache and dizziness. I'm currently getting ready to work more on one of my short stories. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Mon, 31/03/2025 22:05 (4 Months ago) |
|
We just got back from the doctor's. I had an appointment regarding a hard spot on my neck directly beneath my right ear. Touching it causes me pain in my right ear. I will have an ultrasound to see if there's any concern there. One of my first thoughts, as unlikely as it was, was that, as a second-hand smoker for 33 years of my life, I'd developed cancer as well. Dad tells me it's possible but not likely. My second thought is...Well. I've mentioned several times over the last few years how I occasionally get intense stabs of pain in my right ear that last anywhere from five seconds to five minutes, one to three times a day. But it's sporadic, like my feverish episodes. It can happen several days in a row, then go weeks without happening. My ear regularly feels like something is stuck in it, but there's no wax buildup or other problems. The ENT I visited in December 2023 said it was from grinding my teeth, which was possible, as I know I do that in my sleep and when I'm intensely focused on a game. We're waiting on dad to get a call from the ENT, who's going to do a biopsy of his neck to confirm if it is related to his current lung cancer, a new one, or a tumor unrelated to it. And I'm going to suck it up and finally make that call for a Sleep Therapy appointment while calling to get my Ultrasound scheduled. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Sat, 29/03/2025 05:56 (4 Months ago) |
|
Decided to prioritize my poems and short stories over my main project, roleplays, and fanfictions for a while. I really want to be published within the next year, and after four years on my main project and it only being half done, I painfully decided it doesn't HAVE to be the first work to my name. I've got nine short stories left to polish up, and I've been meaning to get around to writing more short stories and poems anyway, so it works for me. Added 200 more words to one of the short stories today. It's only at 1100 words now, though, which has me thinking. Is there a minimum limit to short stories? *googles* It looks like 1k-10k with 3500 being the "sweet spot" for readers. I won't return to the ones I've already done and add more to reach the 3k point. I'll add some longer ones to the compilation to even it out. I just wanted to give an update on my writing since I know it's been a while. As well as apologize for the lack of updates. I've been really struggling to write for the last few weeks, especially the last few days. I get some progress done, but I typically feel ashamed for being proud of ONLY 100 words. I know it's better than nothing, but still... 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Thu, 27/03/2025 05:20 (4 Months ago) |
|
I'm sorry I've not been active for the last two days. Dad and I have been discussing things. We've decided to move to Kentucky so he can spend his last few years near his family where he grew up. We've got some discussion to do with family members first, but it will likely be by the end of 2026. So we've been discussing what can be taken, who, what, when, and where we visit and spend time with over the next year who lives nearby before we decide to move, and what's going to be done with me after he passes (like what all the family is going to expect of me, what they will help me with, etc.). We haven't decided if I will be taking all 800+ of my books, but I worked hard to build this collection after not having much of anything growing up and always having to sell stuff to support my mom's habits. I don't want to part with anything if I can avoid it. There's a lot more emotional-wise going on, too, like dealing with hearing him cry every so often. I'm just...Not okay. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 ONLINE Forum Posts: 514 |
Posted: Wed, 26/03/2025 19:26 (4 Months ago) |
|
Dad got me these baby water bottles, and told me I needed to drink one a day. I go into the kitchen to start making tea for us, and I see them there. I whined about how I don't want to drink water. "I really wish you'd start taking care of yourself. I'm miserable. You don't want to be like this when you get my age." *heart wrenching feeling* "What am I supposed to do? Fight through my depression? Cry while doing anything because just the thought of doing it overwhelms me and sucks my energy?" Dad: "Either find a way that works for you, or fight through it. Once I stopped taking showers twice a week and otherwise taking care of myself, everything started falling apart." I can hear the desperation and care in his voice, and that's what hurts the most. These rare moments where he makes his pain and suffering known. Since my time with him is now confirmed limited, I'll try. I'll fight even though I want to cry. If it helps you end your journey without worry or fear of where I'll end up in life, I'll do it. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |