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Posted: Mon, 29/05/2017 10:39 (8 Years ago)
sending !

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Posted: Fri, 26/05/2017 05:41 (8 Years ago)

can this be considered a shrine



why do I need a phelous shrine
idk
calming down maybe
hOW could I never find this





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Posted: Tue, 23/05/2017 06:03 (8 Years ago)

a black minute




they say that loneliness damages a human being after longer exposure.

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I was always trying to live by the rule of "it helps to know serenity from ennui" ; I came to the bitter conclusion that even misanthropic people like me can shut themselves in for a long period of time, but the wish for telling others how you feel just won't fade.

I think it's possible - if unhealthy - to live w/o kisses, hugs and human touch ; but the necessity of self-communication seems to be deeply rooted in human nature.
May it be anonymous posts, chatting w/ strangers, feeding your status, sharing images/art or the good old talking face-to-face: everyone has to do it, otherwise they turn mad.

It's a sad reality that human beings aren't self-sustainable when it comes to the psyche. Music, movies, videogames and entertainment in general provide a temporary distraction; waking up from these experiences may shatter the fragile world one built up for themselves to delve in and forget.
It's not possible to keep the illusion of not feeling lonely up forever; the moment before you're falling asleep for example is the most vulnerable one since my thoughts, hopes and wishes are the only thing keeping me entertained for that time.

If I'd knew a remedy for this numbing, hollow, empty, lost, unresting and anxious feeling I probably wouldn't write this. Ironically enough, this can be considered my way of venting and fighting this darn human need.



Children.
Small people just starting to experience life and all joys and pain that comes with it.
I have to side with Trump here; the perpetrators are nothing more but evil, sore losers that make everyone else suffer trying to achieve their petty goals.
Just imagine a family letting their child go after they begged for months to see their favourite artist live and now they're never coming back, just because of someones selfish, twisted and immoral delusions. It sickens me, almost as much as it saddens me.
My heart goes out to everyone involved in this act of violence.

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Posted: Wed, 17/05/2017 11:30 (8 Years ago)

to-do 5/17





☐ | ☑


☑ name, invent and draw all n/a charas
☑ black book must-do-list
☑ new hunting sheet (after glameow)
☑ put e-books on phone (+sort)
☑ immatriculation stuff

considered done




username change on 5/21 ; ~ 9/19


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Posted: Tue, 16/05/2017 06:06 (8 Years ago)
hlelo

Username: Leicester
Pokemon: Audino + Gothitelle
Notes: //
Offer: 150k ?


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Posted: Mon, 15/05/2017 07:12 (8 Years ago)
gasp

I want the Lanmask !
Are 150k PD alright ?


Username: Leicester
Pokemon to be Bred: here + here
Any notes: Misdreavus/Mismagius bodytype maybe ewe
Offer: another 150k ?


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Posted: Sun, 14/05/2017 12:17 (8 Years ago)
//shyly claims

edit;;


here

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Posted: Fri, 12/05/2017 05:30 (8 Years ago)

cupid carries a gun



he really does, and his bullets hit hard


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Posted: Wed, 10/05/2017 12:21 (8 Years ago)

nuzlocke run





game:
pokemon ruby ;

moe version ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

ruleset:
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Any Pokémon that faints is considered dead, and must be put in the Pokémon Storage System permanently.

The player may only catch the first Pokémon encountered in each area, and none else. Adjusting the first encounter rule to prevent the player from having to catch multiple of the same Pokémon, for the sake of variety. Generally this means that the trainer can keep fighting Pokémon in the area until one is encountered that has not been caught yet, which then immediately counts as the first encounter.

The general consensus is that players must also nickname all of their Pokémon, for the sake of forming stronger emotional bonds.

The general consensus is that a black out/white out is considered to be "game over", even if there are Pokémon left in the PC.

Starter Pokémon is based on the player's Trainer ID number. If the last number is 1-3 the player starts with a Grass type, 4-6 is Fire type, 7-9 is Water type, 0 is the player's choice.


current team:





0 foreword
despite all the mons having different genders, all moemon look female; I'll name the male ones unisex names to not break my immersion lol. I'll also play as brendan b/c having may as the rival seems more canon to me. I hope I'm not shooting myself in the foot w/ choosing moemon instead of pokemon hah

trainer card: LEI | ID No.34849


I inb4 the first badge

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this gets me TYNE as starter

[fight vs may]

route 101 ; PESHI

route 102 ; ♰

route 103 ; ♰

evo : to

[met WALLY and helped him catch RALTS]

route 104 ; MARI

petalburg woods ; HIRCINE

evo : to

route 116 ; RARU

evo : to

[received stone badge ]


II inb4 the second + third badge

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granite cave ; ♰

[received knuckle badge ]

route 110 ; ♰

RARU ♰ ; trick house

PESHI ♰ ; MAY battle

[met WALLY and defeated him]

to

route 117 ; SIA

evo : to

[received dynamo badge ]


III inb4 fourth badge

route 112 ; TYLER

route 111 ; GEM

fiery path ; KOLA


[my savegame got corrupted so this has ended]




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Posted: Wed, 10/05/2017 05:43 (8 Years ago)

how do you see the stars from that far down



just letting some steam off //

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I'm kinda late on teso but?? my lord its bad. Cant believe they butchered up the main series like that. Aghh the argonians just look hideous, rip my fav race;;
I'm not the target audience I suppose, I don't particulary like mmo/mmorpgs.
I'm extremly happy that this game is not an official elder scrolls part and more like a spinoff thingy.
If this was canon I'd be really dissapointed, since all the other games focussed on roleplaying.
They are essentially d&d games in video game format. It's just so shallow and I'm dissapointed.
Yea they improved the character creation but that's like the only new thing I liked, even though I don't really care about customizing your hero.
The villages look generic, the monsters are generic, the online function is broken for people w/ bad internet (like me).
I really do hope that elder scrolls VI will stay faithful to the spirit of the older games and not delve further into mmo territory.


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Posted: Tue, 09/05/2017 18:31 (8 Years ago)
Hey! Look at me, I made some art!
Username: Leicester
Entry:
Password: how to diss a pear


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Posted: Sat, 06/05/2017 03:57 (8 Years ago)

thoughts



Even when you're on the internet, where you are mostly some sort of representation of yourself, feelings could get hurt.
Might it be a rude comment, a honest opinion, art critique, disinterest, rejection or ungratefulness - sometimes you can't help yourself but take those things really personal.
It would be wrong to assume that everything others say is a lie, and vice versa, but keep in mind that on the Internet you are judged for the things you put on there, and not for the person you really are.
Unless you tell everybody everything about yourself you will always have a bunch of things nobody you're talking with knows about.
The "attacks" you get are directed at your projection, your online presence, and the hurting comes from another online presence.
There are real people behind these, but we may never know the reasoning behind their words and arguments. Taking everything others say/might think about you close to your heart won't further your growth as a human, rather halt it.
Maybe start asking yourself if the things you consider hurtful are in fact hurtful and not attempts at jokes or words to help you.
Maybe rethink your actions so that you can become a better person in the future -
and maybe you just have to move on and ignore the people that plain don't like you.


PLS LOVE ME BACK JUMIN

PLES


...ok u can stop now ur doing me a frighten


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Posted: Fri, 05/05/2017 09:01 (8 Years ago)
sending ~

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Posted: Tue, 02/05/2017 05:55 (8 Years ago)

pokemonth challenge




drawings here




hope I don't give up on this :'c | lists


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♠ 1. magcargo... I don't like fire pokemon in general but slimy snel-
♠ 2. octillery [insert pervy comment here] - I muddled up the colours b/c I didn't wanted it to be reddish again
♠ 3. parasect ; reddish again?? You never stop learning. I was a little lazy today hhh
♠ 4. galvantula ; coloured sketch to mix it up. I like sketching stuff and most of the time my sketches look better than the final thing;;
♠ 5. breloom ; chalk and watercolour !
♠ 6. gumshoos ; new fav normal pokemon I guess owooo
♠ 7. gloom! love it since the first game, and always have one in my team when I'm not starting w/ a grass type
♠ 8. registeel ; my fav golem and after checking the dex my fav steel as well
♠ 9. kabutops ! one of my fav pokemon ever. never drawn it once before though
♠ 10. gliscor <3 love it as well, ever since sinnoh was out
♠ 11. kricketot ; so cute ouo I also love the crayon + watercolour combo... maybe I keep doing these more often
♠ 12. daddy nidoking ; trad. b/c I can't find my tablet pen
♠ 13. altaria ; drawn w/ a brush called "clouds"
♠ 14. gardevoir ; pixel + trying something new w/ the shading !
♠ 15. glaceon ; col sketch
♠ 16. dusknoir ; /iz lazy today
♠ 17. sharpedo ; new line thing but it looks awkward
♠ 18. togekiss ; idek anymore I really need to find my own style
♠ 19. hoothoot ; tried working w/ a guide this time; like the lines but shading is a thing I don't really understand yet;; I don't hate flat colours but when I do it it looks really bland
♠ 20. poochyena ; crayon+water floof
♠ 21. meowth ; chibi sth... don't feel like drawing today
♠ 22. munchlax
♠ 23. lugia
♠ 24. heracross ; feat paintschainer. Idk I got how it works tho |D
♠ 25. duhspace dunsparce !
♠ 26. human alarm human alarm human alarm -- Lt. Surge !
♠ 27. zubattttt
♠ 28. Sir Haxelot - I hope fan pokemon count hahha
♠ 29. lazy crocnaw
♠ 30. cradily - exp. w/ line colours
♠ 31. [drumroll] crobat! lazy pixel


conclusion:

alright, this is

done


there are just some days you don't feel like drawing but you have to do it anyways for the challenge which isn't that nice
I feel like I haven't improved at all and reached my max already - the only thing that still can be improved are sai - brush settings and techniques.
May do any challenge again? Maybe even w/ something I'm not good at.
Really happy that I could finish this w/o slacking off


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Posted: Mon, 01/05/2017 05:42 (8 Years ago)
gimme

edit


pick

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Posted: Sun, 30/04/2017 07:22 (8 Years ago)
I have 9 star pieces I'd trade for 315 Nuggets //

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Posted: Sat, 29/04/2017 16:35 (8 Years ago)
the ocarina of time and the fierce deity's mask

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Posted: Fri, 28/04/2017 13:24 (8 Years ago)
lemme max out that cap

Username: Leicester
Smeargle Name(s): 14, 16, 17, 18
Payment: 40 normal gems
Total Number of Tickets: 4 this time, so I'm at 10 now ~

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Posted: Thu, 27/04/2017 11:46 (8 Years ago)
[this is in a can]
Kut do me some arts!
username: Lei
reference: bat w/ that kinda hair
art type: poxel
payment: 200 nugges
other: pls
password: nah



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Posted: Wed, 26/04/2017 15:42 (8 Years ago)
Username : Leicester
Which shiny are you wanting : Rockruff
How many slots are you taking up : 1x
Have you read the rules : yee, I'll pay 100 poison gems though, upfront if that's possible :>

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